Hey Hardworking Gardeners!
Hope your sowing is in healthy and pleasant process :)
And you are putting all your strength and positive energy to bring so many blooms and fruits to your garden of life!
Our lord never wastes the anybody's hard work ever .
All he need is faith not only in him but in Yourself too!
Each seed you will sow will bring you success no matter what.
What we sow is action that follow our attitude towards garden of life itself .
Our intuition provoke us to act accordingly ,So we make free choices .
Our brain is amazing miracle of Lord!
It can be both , the most destructive or most constructive .
Thoughts and dreams that he absorbs from it's observations and experiences shape our attitude and personality consequently !
If we flow with it's spontaneous actions or reactions it may create a complexities in our way of living.
But if we learn to sort out and rearrange our intuitions in suitable and better order same brain will work more properly and reasonably .
Taming our brain is just like training your pet .
It is tough but not impossible .
This will revolutionize your life for Better!
Okay i should also train my mind to listen to me and write what i want to share today.
When i was a little girl i was a content child basically .
Always had feeling to have someone with me (could be my desire for a true SPIRITUAL friend may be)
In my very first old diary (in native language) i have mentioned this SENSE of " second presence" many times .
I had written many times in my diary , (translation)
"WHO ARE YOU?"
Are you papu ? (nick name of my brother who died in age of 13 with t.b)
Or are you my friend from another fantasy world ? ,which i believed was more true then one i lived in.
Anyway i was mostly called " dervaish" by my elderly friends (60 to 80 plus) which means saint .
Kids of my age or younger people called me weird or duffer .
I was carefree and happy.
Friendship of people 6 to 8 time older than me was really weird for kids of my age .
Even for my own mother .But she had no objections because it was not a bad thing to sit with or serve elderly people neglected by families.
When i reached in 14th year of my life mom starting to ban me for going out much.
From here started and developed my reading habits, as i turned books my best friend .
This was the time of my life when i saw a dream that influence my thoughts and feeling to great extent!
That particular dream gave me clue of my secret friend that i had always felt around !
In my dream i was wandering in slightly foggy environment slowly..
image source Prana studios.com
My eyes could see only the green fields laid around me!
Sky was cloudy but a mysterious light was reflecting through them...
Silence was soothing and wet....
I had no idea what i was doing there but i had little feeling of looking for something ....
Though there was no desperation or restlessness...
Only just peaceful wander with serene un realizeable desire....
Each step i took was like a smooth leap in the air which was magical and unforgettable....
I could feel the fresh dewy grass under my feet....
It's Soft soothing touch was comforting my soul deeply ....
Then suddenly i saw a green transparent scarf laying in the lashing field .....
I could feel a serene smile that grew in my soul and made it's way to my face.....
I leaned gently and picked it up with undefinable delight !
I have no words how that beyond beautiful scarf i felt in my hands!!!
It was delicate and felt like something from heaven!
I wore it in my neck and stepped ahead ...
After moving little forward ,i saw a shirt of same green color ....
And then trouser and shoes ....
I grabbed them with joy and sense of fulfillment roamed in my soul overwhelmingly !
I saw that same dream three or four times in my life with gape of years.
That dream poured in me a First Drop of Faith in my Creator ! though i don't know how but IT DID CERTAINLY !
Over the years i realized that it was sign to my
"WANT FOR FRIEND"
Which i had unknowingly since i started to think i guess.
"HE IS WITH ME" he revealed through that particular dream i believe .
He kept making me realize his presence and support throughout the life and made me say it powerfully that ,
"HE IS MY TRUE FRIEND "
Baili means FRIEND in our native language and i named my blog
"Baili and me",
but this is also truth that when my eldest son made me this blog in 2009 and asked what name you want to give it my answer was unconsciously abrupt .
Latter in years i realized that HE MADE ME DO THIS!
I wanted to see that enchanting dream again but since more than 26 years i never saw it again.
But i really want to live that magical moments once again through my unconsciousness before i die !
Did you ever saw a ream more than once in life ?
God bless you my precious fellows!
hugs!
Hope your sowing is in healthy and pleasant process :)
And you are putting all your strength and positive energy to bring so many blooms and fruits to your garden of life!
Our lord never wastes the anybody's hard work ever .
All he need is faith not only in him but in Yourself too!
Each seed you will sow will bring you success no matter what.
What we sow is action that follow our attitude towards garden of life itself .
Our intuition provoke us to act accordingly ,So we make free choices .
Our brain is amazing miracle of Lord!
It can be both , the most destructive or most constructive .
Thoughts and dreams that he absorbs from it's observations and experiences shape our attitude and personality consequently !
If we flow with it's spontaneous actions or reactions it may create a complexities in our way of living.
But if we learn to sort out and rearrange our intuitions in suitable and better order same brain will work more properly and reasonably .
Taming our brain is just like training your pet .
It is tough but not impossible .
This will revolutionize your life for Better!
Okay i should also train my mind to listen to me and write what i want to share today.
When i was a little girl i was a content child basically .
Always had feeling to have someone with me (could be my desire for a true SPIRITUAL friend may be)
In my very first old diary (in native language) i have mentioned this SENSE of " second presence" many times .
I had written many times in my diary , (translation)
"WHO ARE YOU?"
Are you papu ? (nick name of my brother who died in age of 13 with t.b)
Or are you my friend from another fantasy world ? ,which i believed was more true then one i lived in.
Anyway i was mostly called " dervaish" by my elderly friends (60 to 80 plus) which means saint .
Kids of my age or younger people called me weird or duffer .
I was carefree and happy.
Friendship of people 6 to 8 time older than me was really weird for kids of my age .
Even for my own mother .But she had no objections because it was not a bad thing to sit with or serve elderly people neglected by families.
When i reached in 14th year of my life mom starting to ban me for going out much.
From here started and developed my reading habits, as i turned books my best friend .
This was the time of my life when i saw a dream that influence my thoughts and feeling to great extent!
That particular dream gave me clue of my secret friend that i had always felt around !
In my dream i was wandering in slightly foggy environment slowly..
My eyes could see only the green fields laid around me!
Sky was cloudy but a mysterious light was reflecting through them...
Silence was soothing and wet....
I had no idea what i was doing there but i had little feeling of looking for something ....
Though there was no desperation or restlessness...
Only just peaceful wander with serene un realizeable desire....
Each step i took was like a smooth leap in the air which was magical and unforgettable....
I could feel the fresh dewy grass under my feet....
It's Soft soothing touch was comforting my soul deeply ....
Then suddenly i saw a green transparent scarf laying in the lashing field .....
I could feel a serene smile that grew in my soul and made it's way to my face.....
I leaned gently and picked it up with undefinable delight !
I have no words how that beyond beautiful scarf i felt in my hands!!!
It was delicate and felt like something from heaven!
I wore it in my neck and stepped ahead ...
After moving little forward ,i saw a shirt of same green color ....
And then trouser and shoes ....
I grabbed them with joy and sense of fulfillment roamed in my soul overwhelmingly !
I saw that same dream three or four times in my life with gape of years.
That dream poured in me a First Drop of Faith in my Creator ! though i don't know how but IT DID CERTAINLY !
Over the years i realized that it was sign to my
"WANT FOR FRIEND"
Which i had unknowingly since i started to think i guess.
"HE IS WITH ME" he revealed through that particular dream i believe .
He kept making me realize his presence and support throughout the life and made me say it powerfully that ,
"HE IS MY TRUE FRIEND "
Baili means FRIEND in our native language and i named my blog
"Baili and me",
but this is also truth that when my eldest son made me this blog in 2009 and asked what name you want to give it my answer was unconsciously abrupt .
Latter in years i realized that HE MADE ME DO THIS!
I wanted to see that enchanting dream again but since more than 26 years i never saw it again.
But i really want to live that magical moments once again through my unconsciousness before i die !
Did you ever saw a ream more than once in life ?
God bless you my precious fellows!
hugs!
Thank you for sharing such a beautiful and personal spiritual experience.
ReplyDeleteThank you dear Betty!
DeleteIt really was an enchanting experience :)
They say that eccentric people are the happiest people, if they accept who they are. It's very freeing, apparently.
ReplyDeleteI was always weird in some ways dear Debra!
DeleteAnd I happily accepted the epithets from people like
"Allan Miyaan ki gaye" which means God's cow
MY sister put this name for me and many my cousins joined her
But I never felt uncomfortable because they really didn't bother me
I don't know why but I was happy with what I was, a harmless living thing!
I thought Baili was your name! I have been calling you Friend all this time. :) It fits!
ReplyDeleteI think I know your friend too, your baili and my baili. When you talk about Him I feel it in my heart. You have not been alone and neither have I... "I will never leave you or forsake you."
Your kind words are so overwhelming dear Sandi!
DeleteWhat makes me little sad about earlier years of my life that I could not figure out the truth that I was not alone!
I had him UNKNOWINGLY all those years my friend just like you did
But May be you were luckier to realise him soon !
Either I will always be with you dear Sandi through all the goodness and ENLIGHTMENT I find in your touching posts !
Thank you, Baili. :) The quote "I will never leave you nor forsake you" is from the Bible.
DeleteWhat an interesting vision. Since you had this dream more than once, I can see why it feels important to you. Thank you for sharing it. It sounds like a beautiful and magical spot.
ReplyDeleteI saw this dream between the age of 14 to 22 dear Connie and each time it felt like spiritual experience
DeleteAnd spell of enchantment lasted for so long.
I find it"recalling still overwhelming
Beautiful experience Baili!! I also thought that Baili was your name. He lives within our hearts! May he always be with you.
ReplyDeleteSo true dear Angela he lives within us and BIGGEST FEAR OF MY LIFE IS TO NOT HAVING THIS SENSE OF HIS PRESENCE WITH ME
DeleteSome religions might call that a "born again" experience. It was the beginning of a personal relationship with your creator. It sounds peaceful and loving.
ReplyDeleteYes dear Emma it was the very first spiritual connection with my Creator!
DeleteAfter that this realization continuesly grew by the time which ĺ changed my life slowly
Thanks for sharing this experience Baili.
ReplyDeleteLike many others I also thought that Baili was your name... you are a very dear blog friend :)
My good wishes.
All the best Jan
Thank you dear Jan!
DeleteEither I am lucky to have you as my friend !
Wonderful story of a secret friend today!
ReplyDeleteThank you dear Christine!
DeleteHe is friend of all his men though only appear to them who look for him!
A beautiful journey, baili.
ReplyDeleteHave a wonderful weekend
Thank you dear Pedro!
DeleteHow wonderful that you had this beautiful dream my dear friend Baili! (I thought that was your name too, and it fits you, you are such a special friend!) I imagined I was with you, and the joy in your heart at finding the beautiful scarf. How wonderful that you have known from a young child that the Lord is with you! And as Sandi said above, He will never leave or forsake you, you never have to worry about that! Thank you for sharing this beautiful dream and your happy thoughts about spring and gardening! May the Lord bless you :)
ReplyDeleteThank you sooo much dear Marilyn!
DeleteI am so overwhelmed and honoured by your kind sweet words!
You have a beautiful heart filled with love and goodness my friend!
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Dearest Baili, oh how honoured I feel, that you have shared this beautiful dream with me.😊😊
ReplyDeleteAnd finding that lovely scarf was both poignant and significant!
Oh what a wonderful story about your awareness of being spiritually guided from such a early age. You are indeed an exceptionally special person...and such a precious, precious Friend.
All my love and hugs ❤❤❤
Dear Ygraine thank you so much for generous response this is so honouring for me!
DeleteIt is true that that repeated dream was first thing to evolve faith in me
Faith in someone excepoitnally mighty yet inexplicable close
But that is also a fact that it took me years to recognise his presence around and within me so far
Now when I feel myself SURROUNDED BY HIM AND FILLED WITH HIM STILL I FEEL THERE IS SOMETHING TO UNVEIL YET
Such a beautiful, personal spiritual experience! Thank you for sharing it with us, Friend :)
ReplyDeleteI think it's a wonderful thing to be different. That is not being weird. That is being unique! Thank you for sharing this lovely experience. I also thought your name is Baili, but in a way it is, because when I say 'Baili', I am referring to a friend :)
ReplyDeleteHi Baili! Love the meaning of the word; a friend. The name suits you very well, even if it's for a blog. Thank you for sharing your wonderful spiritual journey.
ReplyDeleteI'd also like to thank you for the kind comment you left at MagicLoveCrow. Much appreciated!
That sounds like a very comforting dream, and how wonderful that you could experience it several times during your life!
ReplyDeleteWhat a unique experience, my friend, thank you for sharing it with us.
ReplyDeleteAmalia
xo
I always was curious who Baili was. I have even read your very first posts, hoping you wrote something about it. :-) Finally, I thought that perhaps she was your alter-ego, or your inner self... :-)
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you, my dear friend! Have a happy Sunday and a lovely new week!
Dear Edit either I didn't know who is Baili when I chose the name to my blog
DeleteI had feeling to HAVE HIM BUT THEY WERE NOT CLEAR ENOUGH TO EXPRESS THEM AS OPENLY AND CONFIDENTLY
And it was not that his presence was not proved over and over but it was because I was not enlightened enough to RECOGNISE HIM AS CLOSELY
Thanks for sharing your dream, Baili. It was so interesting. I also have dreams as well, and I feel sometimes they are messages for me. It's so good that your son created your blog for you ten years ago. What a thoughtful thing to do. I always wondered why you named your blog that, it's good to know. Your son made a space for you to share your thoughts, happenings, and your great faith. The picture you chose really fits well with your dream.
ReplyDelete~Sheri
Thank you for precious words dear Sheri!
Deletei don't know much about the connection of dreams with our life's realities but i have realized that they do have signs for us sometimes
My eldest son is person who knows me so well and always was concerned about the spiritual loneliness i had in me
He created this blog when i did not know how to use computer at all
he taught me basics and since then the process of learning has on quite slowly
i always be grateful to him for his such kind effort for me as to meet with friends like all of you through blogging was blessing beyond my imagination !
You are a unique, beautiful soul! Thankyou for being you! I have always been called different, and that is fine with me! I love your dream! Big Hugs!
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing such an interesting and creative blog post. Keep it up.
ReplyDeleteNasha Mukti Kendra in Punjab
Thank you for sharing such a profound and beautiful dream, Baili! I feel that God gave you a glimpse of Paradise and let you know His love was wrapped around you always with the scarf as a symbol. I have always been considered different. It used to bother me, but now I am happy and comfortable being me. Each of us is unique, some of us more so, just like all the beautiful kinds of flowers in the world. The smell of roses is divine. I love their heady scent too!
ReplyDeleteYour account is beautiful, it brings warmth to my heart.
ReplyDeleteI believe we have to see the messages we are given from our creator. He might not give us the same vision again, but maybe a different vision/message...
I know I have ignored some of the messages/gifts that were left for me. After I missed them I regretted my doubtfulness but also had a smile because the whole process brought me closer to our creator xx
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