Lost in Lust and Winner with Grace ( poem)

Hey rabbit you ran fast,

but see what have you lost,

your true pleasure of walk,

connection between mind and heart,

in your such wild run,

may be you had enough fun,

but did you think of those ,

meanwhile so close,

you crushed under your feet,

who have been to you so sweet,

now,think you won the race,

but in mirror look at your face,

where has the gentleness gone?,

like insects destroyed whole corn,

and left the ruined fields back,

where whole green turned in black,

did you ever think of being slow,

the way all nature's things grow,

as life take step after step,

as smoothly we take breath,

as beautifully flow the stream,

same way we should chase our dream,

be still and steady in race,

loose never self respect or grace,

keep eye on the wining spot,

put effort with the will power lot,

dont push and crush any other,

stay calm,have faith,move further,

and then,when you will get destination,

your face hold prettiest expression,

your smile will always be with you,

deep in heart,even enemy will love you,

got along

sitting against the shady tree,

looking at the flat face of lake,

a simple guess am trying to make,

why it is still,why seems so sad,

is there any clue,that i can make her glad,

while i was having these thoughts,

a leaf got down on its heart,

then scene changed just in a while,

her flat face played with a smile,

a breath stuck in my lips,released,

dont know why,but felt strange peace,

i got key, to open her heart,

hold tiny stones in my hands lot,

then two friends,sat together,

we cried ,we laughed for hours,

to break your love one's silence,

all you need is a lovely sentence,

sentence which shows you care,

believe me expressions are always fair.

Back With My Sharing

hi dear friends ,

hope and pray that every thing is under control in your blessed worlds,i been missing you guys but was not able to get along,

actually i had to be in my in laws house because in our home some construction work is being done ,my husband wants to alter upper story to our house so he decided to do it during the summer vacation as he can look after the work well this way.

it is great pleasure to see all of yours kind words and visit,i really appreciate it and feel so blessed to have all of you as friends,

today,i stayed at home and asked my husband for a favor that place my pc in guest room for me and many thanks to him that he did it inspite of all his business,i hope i will be able to use it regularly now,

one of my blogger friend ARIES from krazy monkey tales passed me an award HAPPY BELATED MUMMY:S DAYS ,i am thankful to her for her love and support always,

i want to share it with all wonderful and amazing mummies out there who love and support their kids unconditionally and beyond the limits,

they are proof that there is some creator exist who love us more then us and to make our life on healthy and peaceful ways he has blessed us with such remarkable guides ,protectors and friends,

i salute them and just hope that all of us just recognize and respect positions and importance of our dear moms in our life.

feeling much better

hey friends,

i was almost kidnapped by my mother in law for previous week,

actually her two grand sons were getting married and she wanted me to attend all the ceremonies of those marriages, so before starting all this she came to me along the parents of grooms i mean the elder brother of my husband and his wife and invited me ,but i refused politely because i was not feeling as well to join such parties,

at that moment she accepted my apology and left normally,but after two days she came again and almost dragged me to her home,

she said that she is not leaving me alone for feeling sad and thinking about my father all the time and it is good for change to be among lots of people and cheerful environment.

what surprised me most was her behavior,because we lived in same house for 16 years but i felt failed in my each effort to develop nice warm relationship between both of us,she was unhappy with me since beginning,

actually she did not want her son to marry me because she thought that due to my weak health i could have not be a successful wife and mother but my husband did not agreed and married me against her will,

i heard all these stories after my marriage through the wives of my brother in law,and decided that will do every possible effort to win her heart,later in few years she became bit nice to me but her cold behavior was still between like a wall of Berlin,

and now i saw her suddenly with huge change,she kept me all the time along her during the ceremonies and took great care of me,she told me that she want to admit that i was the best daughter in law she had,she loves me and she is very happy that i performed all my duties so well,

i was listening it with all my heart ,it was more then i asked for ,

we hugged each other and cried a little ,it made me feel much better,i thanked my dear lord that he took one relationship from me but gave me back one too,

i think such relationships are true soul of life,without them we are so lonely and empty,sticking along in every up and down is real meaning of love.

god bless you all friends.

After you! page from my Diary

when i opened my eyes rays were trying to climb on my pillow,but i could not feel that slight thrill and joy to see it, which i used to feel after seeing it everyday near me,could not receive message of fresh morning and bundle of new moments sent by sun,

for few next moment i felt myself move less,my eyes were stuck on the roof,where design got messed up and pattern seemed quite ugly,i grabbed myself from the bed against my will and put on the chair close to window, it was strange morning,everything seemed so still and meaningless ,i found a round burning ball showering its shiny anger and harm on my head and eyes,

saw falling tears from the tree's eyes,and crying birds in the blue arms of sky,

today air did not deliver any cheerful news to my ears,

all was here,but lost its charm,

among the crowed i was walking alone,

i made a cup of tea and sat again on the same chair,i could not figure out that what to do next,i picked my notebook and opened it,it was quite a time i wrote some thing on it,but more then half pages of its were written already,

its black pages  gave me glimpse of a huge noisy crowed, sudden feeling i got after looking at them was that i want to run away from it,i start flipping pages so quickly till i found white blank pages,i felt like i reached at somewhere i belong where i can find some peace and speak my heart openly with the silence,

i dont know for how long my eyes were stuck on those blank white pages, and what did they try to find,

but a moment came when i felt that i can write,so i picked up my pen and start sharing my heart with my diary.