Hey Friends,
Hope and pray that you are doing wonderful and trying your best to find out the answers of the questions that every new day bring to you as i know that each of you is capable to do this brilliantly : )
My son has left four day ago i am missing him alot ! I am constantly watching his videos that i recorded while he was here and i do this each time he visits.
Weather has changed quickly and sun shine has become unbearable 40+c already.
Seasonal blooms are fading though few summer plants and neem tree growing quickly.
Now a days when i am feeling that change of seasons and various incidents are not the only factor that effect our moods. Sometime inevitably we have to follow our stupid moods which spring up in our insidious world and compel to do what we normally we would have thought many times before we doing it.
Almost 30 years ago when my mother bought hilly land for house she gave contract to a man who had to move away all huge rocks that were nailed in that land.
That man did all work but left one rock nailed there and disappeared after
receiving his payment .My mother trusted him and paid all amount in advance as he was familiar to our some relatives . I felt that mom was so worried because the mason was asking for the clarity of land so he can start construction.
I realized the helplessness of my mother as my father was not around and brother was in army those days and she had to face everything alone.
Meanwhile My aunt who was expecting got her pains and mother took her to the hospital in a small city near . We both sisters were living in a tow rooms home that was in the front yard of one of mom's girlfriend. She suppose to look after us while in mom's absence .
While mom was staying in hospital , everyday after doing my homework [was 15 something then] i would go to the land that mom bought and took the all necessary iron tools that were very very heavy and try to move the rock .
I wanted to to it as soon as possible as i knew if mom came back and saw me doing this she could punish me instead of thanking because mom did not want me to do any house work until i finish my studies. She wanted me to be clean and tidy not mingled with dirt .
I dug deep along the rock and each time i found space i put iron rod under it and kept it pushing up .In three days i dug more than five feet around the rock and it needed just a powerful push now to move down.
Finally in the evening time of third day i pushed that rock with all my inner strength that came in me only with this thought that this will make my mother feel better ! and miracle happened ,a huge rock rolled down without the utilizing any blasting material .Tears were pouring from my eyes . I came back with deep sense of achievement and inner peace .
I took bath and washed my dirty clothes as mom was coming back next day. When she came and saw me laying on bed with high temperature [my arms and whole body was aching and fever was high . Secretly i thanked God for this sickness as mom could not punish me so.
When mom saw that rock moved from it's place she hugged me and cried a lot she said i am her son not a daughter . I was grateful to God who gave me wave of such mood that brought something impossible into possibility.
Dear friends i want to ask you one question that bothers me often.
What Is Mood ?????
Please take good care everyone . Take each moment as priceless gift because it is.
God Bless You All!
Hope and pray that you are doing wonderful and trying your best to find out the answers of the questions that every new day bring to you as i know that each of you is capable to do this brilliantly : )
My son has left four day ago i am missing him alot ! I am constantly watching his videos that i recorded while he was here and i do this each time he visits.
Weather has changed quickly and sun shine has become unbearable 40+c already.
Seasonal blooms are fading though few summer plants and neem tree growing quickly.
Now a days when i am feeling that change of seasons and various incidents are not the only factor that effect our moods. Sometime inevitably we have to follow our stupid moods which spring up in our insidious world and compel to do what we normally we would have thought many times before we doing it.
Almost 30 years ago when my mother bought hilly land for house she gave contract to a man who had to move away all huge rocks that were nailed in that land.
That man did all work but left one rock nailed there and disappeared after
receiving his payment .My mother trusted him and paid all amount in advance as he was familiar to our some relatives . I felt that mom was so worried because the mason was asking for the clarity of land so he can start construction.
I realized the helplessness of my mother as my father was not around and brother was in army those days and she had to face everything alone.
Meanwhile My aunt who was expecting got her pains and mother took her to the hospital in a small city near . We both sisters were living in a tow rooms home that was in the front yard of one of mom's girlfriend. She suppose to look after us while in mom's absence .
While mom was staying in hospital , everyday after doing my homework [was 15 something then] i would go to the land that mom bought and took the all necessary iron tools that were very very heavy and try to move the rock .
I wanted to to it as soon as possible as i knew if mom came back and saw me doing this she could punish me instead of thanking because mom did not want me to do any house work until i finish my studies. She wanted me to be clean and tidy not mingled with dirt .
I dug deep along the rock and each time i found space i put iron rod under it and kept it pushing up .In three days i dug more than five feet around the rock and it needed just a powerful push now to move down.
Finally in the evening time of third day i pushed that rock with all my inner strength that came in me only with this thought that this will make my mother feel better ! and miracle happened ,a huge rock rolled down without the utilizing any blasting material .Tears were pouring from my eyes . I came back with deep sense of achievement and inner peace .
I took bath and washed my dirty clothes as mom was coming back next day. When she came and saw me laying on bed with high temperature [my arms and whole body was aching and fever was high . Secretly i thanked God for this sickness as mom could not punish me so.
When mom saw that rock moved from it's place she hugged me and cried a lot she said i am her son not a daughter . I was grateful to God who gave me wave of such mood that brought something impossible into possibility.
Dear friends i want to ask you one question that bothers me often.
What Is Mood ?????
Please take good care everyone . Take each moment as priceless gift because it is.
God Bless You All!
