Moods , The State Of Mind

Hey  Friends,

Hope   and  pray   that   you   are   doing   wonderful   and   trying   your   best   to    find   out   the   answers    of   the   questions    that    every    new    day   bring   to   you    as    i    know    that    each    of   you   is   capable   to   do    this   brilliantly  : )

My   son   has   left   four   day    ago   i   am   missing   him   alot !   I    am    constantly   watching    his   videos   that   i   recorded    while   he    was     here  and   i   do   this   each   time   he   visits.

Weather   has    changed   quickly   and   sun   shine    has   become    unbearable  40+c already.

Seasonal   blooms   are   fading   though   few    summer   plants   and   neem   tree   growing   quickly.

Now   a   days     when   i   am   feeling   that   change   of   seasons  and   various   incidents   are   not   the   only   factor   that   effect   our   moods.  Sometime    inevitably   we   have   to   follow   our   stupid   moods   which    spring   up   in   our    insidious    world    and    compel   to   do    what   we   normally   we   would   have    thought   many   times    before   we   doing   it.

Almost  30    years   ago    when   my   mother   bought   hilly   land   for   house   she   gave   contract   to   a   man    who   had    to   move   away   all   huge   rocks    that   were   nailed    in    that   land.

That    man   did   all   work   but   left    one   rock   nailed    there   and    disappeared   after   
 receiving   his   payment .My   mother    trusted   him   and   paid   all   amount  in   advance  as    he   was   familiar   to   our   some   relatives . I   felt   that   mom   was   so    worried   because   the   mason    was   asking   for   the   clarity    of    land   so   he   can   start   construction.

I    realized   the   helplessness   of   my   mother  as   my   father   was   not     around   and   brother   was   in   army   those   days    and   she   had   to   face   everything   alone.

Meanwhile    My  aunt   who   was   expecting   got    her   pains   and    mother   took    her   to   the   hospital   in   a  small  city   near .     We    both   sisters   were   living   in   a   tow   rooms   home   that   was  in   the   front yard   of     one   of   mom's     girlfriend. She   suppose   to   look   after   us   while    in   mom's   absence .   

While   mom  was   staying   in   hospital ,  everyday   after   doing   my   homework  [was  15  something  then]     i   would    go   to   the   land  that  mom   bought   and   took   the  all   necessary iron  tools   that   were   very  very   heavy   and    try    to    move    the   rock  .

I   wanted   to   to   it   as   soon   as   possible    as   i   knew   if   mom  came   back   and   saw   me   doing   this   she   could   punish   me   instead   of   thanking   because   mom   did   not   want   me   to   do   any   house   work  until   i  finish   my   studies.  She   wanted   me   to   be   clean   and   tidy   not   mingled   with   dirt   .

I   dug    deep   along    the   rock   and   each time   i  found   space   i   put   iron   rod   under   it   and  kept   it   pushing   up  .In    three   days    i   dug    more   than   five   feet   around   the  rock   and  it   needed   just   a    powerful   push  now   to   move   down.

Finally   in  the   evening   time   of   third   day    i    pushed   that    rock   with   all   my   inner   strength   that    came   in  me   only   with   this   thought    that    this   will   make   my   mother   feel    better !   and   miracle    happened   ,a   huge   rock   rolled   down  without   the   utilizing   any  blasting   material .Tears   were   pouring   from  my   eyes .  I   came   back   with   deep   sense   of   achievement   and   inner   peace  .

I  took   bath   and  washed   my   dirty   clothes  as   mom   was   coming   back   next   day.  When   she   came   and  saw   me   laying   on   bed  with   high   temperature  [my  arms  and  whole   body   was   aching   and  fever  was  high .  Secretly   i  thanked  God   for   this   sickness  as   mom   could   not  punish   me  so.

When  mom   saw   that   rock   moved   from   it's   place   she   hugged  me  and  cried  a  lot   she   said   i  am  her  son  not  a  daughter .  I   was   grateful   to   God   who   gave  me  wave  of   such   mood  that   brought  something   impossible   into   possibility.

Dear   friends   i   want   to   ask  you   one   question   that  bothers  me  often.

What   Is   Mood ?????

Please   take   good   care  everyone .   Take   each   moment  as   priceless   gift  because  it  is.
God   Bless   You   All!