Posted by baili on Friday, September 30,
2011
hey dear
friends,life is strange and has so many colours to surprise us,it seem just few
days back when i used to spend my whole time close to my mother,my life and
thoughts moved only around her,even while playing with my girl friends in the
fields in childhood i could not stop thinking about her,
believe me i waited for her orders so i can
obey her and make her please,in my teens i always thought that after finishing
my studies i will get the job and will always stay with her,in my dreams i saw
the future when i will be able to support her for all her needs,
may be this attitude was the result of cold
war between my parents which i realized since beginning of my conciousness ,but
as we know that destiny has its own plans for us ,so during my matriculation
when i got seriously ill and could not attend my school for almost two months i
lost my science subjects and it was the time when i heard the voice of broken
dream,
because of this after my school i could not
get my desired job,though later i got government teacher post but till then my
brother and his wife made the situation worse and under such pressure mother
said me good by with the tag of arrange marriage,
although god blessed me with a wonderful
friend as husband,but i still missed my mother always,after my first child i
again joined her as she was very lonely when my sister left for usa,i stayed
there four years and served her as i could,
i have shared it lots of time but today it is
different friends,i got call form sister that my dearest mother is very sick and
i have to leave today to see her, actually i want dear god to give her some more
time to stay with me i want to hug her tight and dont want o let her go ,i want
to take care of her as she did of me,i wish i can roll back the time and fill
her weak body with strength again, i know i can do none of them as i am just a
tiniest piece of universe but still my heart is shouting for it,
dear friends i am expecting from you to
remember my mom in you prayers ,so everybody take great care ,,fight for ur
rights until you win,never loose the heart,keep smiling,and have blessed
life.god bless you all.
pray for her
