last evening while walking in my front yard i thought about my friends who used to go for walk outdoors but due to this virus thing are forced to stay inside for while.
Since this weird situation has come up i often think about all of my friends who are temporarily disconnected from usual routine of life regarding outdoor activities .I felt for all of you while walking in my yard yesterday either.
Then i thought how hard it can be for those who are not habitual . Here women go for walk in parks with family members or with female friends not alone because following their instincts freely specially outdoors is not acceptable until now and it can cause confrontation with oppression .
As part of my society i am used to this honestly .I don't mind staying as introvert though i know women spend quite of their day visiting relatives ,friends and market . I find bit difficult to socialize like this but when i have to i do it from the bottom of my heart .
I enjoy living inside my space called home . As young woman i never thought i will have separate home before marriage because i had no intention to get married .After marriage when i had my own space i don't know from where skills of management came as when i see older videos of my previous home i feel good that i was keeping it clean and organized . Deep inside my heart i know that somehow i was just trying to invest my time and energy in positive constructive way and yes to please my husband because he was ,is very conscious about cleanliness and keeping stuff arranged.
I had really little yard there so i could not walk their for sixteen years though i did regular tough physical exercise instead so i can face everyday physical responsibilities easily.
When we moved here we had four rooms ,one kitchen and four bathrooms with big front yard 30 by 30 .
In the beginning we would get tired when we had to take 15 steps to open main gate and 15 to come back ,but now these thirty steps are my happy walk every evening :)
In my few earlier posts i shared that hubby resembles with my mother in some of his habits. He share her strong sense of right and wrong , sense of responsibility and care for loved ones along with passion for cleanliness.He also has same fondness for gardening though he did not grow vegetables like her but he likes to do plantation. His love for garden have brought soul to my front yard . While walking i can see part of nature so close to me and i know how important it is to have it around!
In winters seasonal flowers fill front yard with delightful colored lanterns which deliver joy to heart through each sight !
We spread laundry in our front yard, sit on desk and have tea together. These moments are precious because life is not gonna stay forever and sometimes when i rerun imaginary tape i see how quickly time is flying by ,we have passed already almost 14 years in this home together. This is house of dream fro us as couple and we are grateful that we could live within it by the grace of Lord!
In future no matter what happen or where ever kids settle this will be place which built their father for them ,it will be completely their decision if they want to keep it or ...
today before breakfast i washed grains but clouds covered the sky ,it takes two days to dry it if sun appears ,no matter what i am happy with cloudy weather ,it rained in another province ,hope it does here too ,atleast little bit ,i love when rain washes away the dust from everything as our area is sandy
blue flowers are fascinating to me ,they are special as blue is my favorite color and speaks to me more than others
the day we bought dinner set in Sukkur we went to park before market , my son captured this lone chimpanzee ,rides in this section are now small for him ,he misses to be on them so do i
consider these red roses my love and prayers for all of you dear friends ! though mine are far more than them !
captured while ago ,sunflowers have power to transform your mood ,don't they ,i wait for them whole year and Lord is merciful to answer my prayers !
this one is shy from darkness and shuts itself as sun goes down ,next morning he reopens himself delicately until 10 am almost i love the strength and neatness within leaves ,so pretty ! spring is happy face of nature and her smiles are AWAKENING and REFRESHING!
while ago , our neem tree is gaining her new outfit back slowly ,right now it looks like jewels more than dress ,here during wedding ceremony girls also participate while wearing flower jewelry ,do you have something like this there , personally i hate plucking flower ,i never did
few weeks before when i captured this flashlight was on and this is how it added the beauty to image,details are more evident and appealing ,art work of creator is irreplaceable ,i bet no science can bring such delicacy and charm in any artificial one ,i have some plants who seem result of experiment ,when i touch their petals they seem like those which i bought from market ,Lord has given some of his characteristics to each of his creation and i don't this it is possible to touch that height or depth with manly power ,it is so limited and bond to work accordingly
one of the most precious sight ,it is hard to convey the soothness that i felt while capturing this ,i was tired after laundry but looking at finished job gave me some rewarding relief and peace :) few week older image,oh i did not tell you that hubby sold out the older washing machine and has bought this one with double prize,it is far better than previous one
daises were not many this year ,i missed their joyous presence ,these also did not look healthy i don't know why
this one took few days back while sitting on the desk where we have our morning tea until day gets hot ,in summer when temperature rises to 50 plus sitting out is impossible , it drops after midnight and we sleep in our front yard ,i am fortunate to have open sky while sleeping ,stars and moon are friendly here either and having look on them before going to sleep gives me sense of being connected with my days in native house with parents
almost two weeks back i captured when clouds were floating in the bright blue sky ,they seemed so near and so lovely ,it was windy day and clouds were coming and going swiftly ,it was intriguing sight to observe
i could not find much time to write a proper post since many days as you know family is home and i am trying to make our days together happier by being with them simply .
I am constantly thinking about all of you and praying that may these days pass soon and you guys go out to cherish spring to it's fullest!
May life be normal for all of us soon, thought about people who were on daily wages concerns me most!!!
i wish governments can think about their families in such times and support them .
Keep taking good care dear friends!
stay well and safe!
God bless you all!!!