Saturday, May 30, 2026

Life Is An Interesting Struggle

 

Hey beautiful Souls! 

Hope blooming in the spring of  your existence beautifully and sharing your light with everyone around you ♥️

I know I am being repetitive but weather element is highly magnified these days and I have to say it again that our weather is really hot these days . Temperature has risen to the 50 centigrade and above πŸ₯΅

We celebrated Eid of sacrifice three days ago but honestly I couldn’t  feel anything but the laboured breathing,excessive sweating and fatigue πŸ˜₯

Every summer in southern Pakistan reminds me that how powerfully weather affects our lives and behaviour! The only joy I felt meanwhile was having our younger son with us! He has some more days with us thankfully and is going to join us for our summer trip to Islamabad πŸ₯Ή

Being a mother I am happy to hear that!  Actually he has got some issue with one of his assignments which he completed in the university class room but couldn’t submit in hurry as he was not feeling well. His teacher said she will submit his assignment and he can leave . But later at the end of the semester he learned that he lost one credit! He was really upset and protested in the office. His teacher testified that it was her fault and that she had forgotten to submit his assignment! That matter stretched to the end of the year sadly and now he has to spend four months from August to December in the university just for one credit!! He is still upset and stressed. Our eldest son and we are trying to convince him that he needs to let go as four months aren’t big deal. 

I hope things will improve in better place and weather 🀞



She is the adopted daughter of  my youngest brother in law . She is turning two years old next month. When she entered our house on the Eid morning with her father,we all chuckled and laughed instantly because how she had worn the cultural hat of her father and walked with confidence like big man lol 

Isn’t she so cute πŸ₯°



Hubby and both sons on Eid morning after Eid prayer and breakfast,no matter how many years passed (ten almost) we ,I miss eldest son on Eid day terribly πŸ˜” he called on the Eid evening and we 

Despite his tension younger son made this hinna design on my hand ,he was tired because of he had travelled in bus whole night. Best part he had in mind and he offered me to apply hinna on my hands .heat was so intense and I refused to do my other hand ☹️

    This and three pictures below are taken in our BnB stay in Karachi in  January 2026 before the arrival of sweet Gabi !, apartment was on 7th floor but due to be in the centre of the city it was quite noisy and crowded area. Although it didn’t affected us because of the high rise place. I liked the wall decoration all over the apartment, I thought i will capture the whole decoration but forgot sadly,these were from living room where we spent most of the our time , I would stare at this tree and feel it was very philosophically done ,what do you think??



   Design of this mirror would make me think of revolving galaxies immediately, do you too find it impressive and mysterious??


    I  found theses two photos very intriguing , it seems that some young intuitive mind was Involved in all the details, I wonder if.  other visitors would have noticed the depth of decoration too because I feel it’s amazing and reflects the modern aesthetic of human thinking 


     During our two weeks stay,I would get up first ,mostly around 7:30 or 8am and would sit on the chair you can see on right, sun would stay low and close and environment would feel soothing, sometimes bird chirping would come from the balcony and see little fellows coming and going. Sky would feel so calm and beautiful, those were lovely moments which will stay with me forever ! 

           We stayed in two different apartments in Karachi and both had paintings of the whirling dervish ! I was very happy to see such paintings from close because I had found them immensely profound and beautiful πŸ₯Ή everything in the universe is orbiting itself and around something else too ,it definitely makes sense to me because it shows how love works within the the veins of universe and within our lives πŸ₯°  can you imagine life without love?? Love of anything ??

Below few flowers I have captured during our evening walk in Islamabad in previous trip to Islamabad 2025







      At the end I am sharing this favourite photo from beach tour in Karachi with eldest son! Here eldest son is showing collection of his sea shells he has picked up by walking on the shore. I find it fascinating because it appears like we all pick up things by making various choices and our life showcase it gradually!

Does anything come to your mind about this?? 
Dear friends heartfelt thanks for your support and encouragement which strengthens my heart and makes me keep sharing ♥️πŸ™
God Bless you all ♥️πŸ™

Thursday, May 21, 2026

Light Is Whole. A poem By Me

 Getting here , opened eye 

I started it with my cry

Without knowing for whom and why 

Looked for him in everything passing by 

Following wishes, chasing dreams 

Health and comfort,loads of things 

Couldn’t quiet  inner screams 

Deep inside rustled unfolded means

My heart sang nurtured with love 

Soul soaring triumphant dove 

But Pulling strings from above 

Someone kept testing my nerve 

Holding me back from worldly games 

Detaching from all my claims 

Pushing into thoughts insane 

Reconsidering  “loss and gain “

Asking for , look more deep 

Hidden Truths if I can seek 

Turning world to place so bleak 

What have I done to deserve this cheat 

Why created this puzzling place 

Giving everything a crazy pace 

This emptiness,what is this space

Can I fill it by running an endless race ?

Overwhelmed  by too much query 

Ego crumbled with fear and fury

I kept walking through places and seasons 

With obvious existence and unknown reason 

Ages went by ,I was old and weak 

My body torn  and soul to bleed 

Fell of ground with breath just last 

Saw drop of light spreading so vast 

Diminishing the universes  whole 

Making everything bright and bold 

Liberating from the cage of anxiety 

Dissolving me  ,into its entirety !



Hello dear friends,thanks for reading my poem till end. It’s about genuine feelings I have been experiencing about the Divine and how I feel He keeps me close by holding my attention all the time.

God Bless You All πŸ™♥️

Thursday, May 14, 2026

Hot Weather, Reading A Book Again And Again, And A Curiosity About….

 

Hello  Lovely People!

Hope and pray that you are having blessed days and favourable weather 🀞

It’s been more than two weeks our weather has turned extremely hot πŸ₯΅ 45 centigrade today.

Cooking is risky task when 10 by 10 kitchen with two exhaust fans seems like an oven because of the sweating and heat πŸ”₯ 

Heat becomes more unbearable after sunset when walls of the house release heat they have absorbed throughout the day ☹️😞😭

We are having guests every once in awhile despite such hot weather which is unusual. Yet life is blessing worth being grateful for. Our summers are really tough and tough times feel longer and difficult . With age I just pray for strength to go through this phase smoothly πŸ™

Our temperatures are spinning around 45 to 48-9 which makes it hard to sit down and read because you got a long day. I feel sad because of this! Still I am reading Prisoners Of Geography by Tim Marshal in breaks . Its first chapter is about Russia and I have read it three times until now to understand it betterπŸ€”. Now Reading second chapter China which seems easier than compared to previous one.I am rereading it again.Book is very interesting and full of knowledge worth knowing in order to understand how geopolitics works in the world and why the countries behave the way they do . I believe book will take time to get finished because it’s details are bit complicated for me and I have to read them few times to sustain what I want to learn. 

And yes a question which was springing in my mind since long but slipped away every time I would write post .

As you know that I am an emotional person . When I watch some movie or show,I feel that my empathy is sided with heroic characters. Sometimes central characters are not heroes but bad guys disguised in good character. My curiosity is if everyone feels the same way??

Or is it possible to stay neutral from start to end??

Did you realise how you feel while watching movies or shows,do you too get  involved morally with characters trying to do right thing ??

I was watching Chestnut Man last night , it’s about good detectives chasing serial killers. It’s second season. The leading lady detective is killed by the criminal suddenly. I felt sad and disappointed because I thought she is the permanent character of the series. It took sometime to get out of this feeling,I had to remind myself that nothing is permanent here whether on screen or off screen.

Please try to respond my question dear friends so I can figure out if I am normal or way too emotional? 


Thanks for your love and support on previous post πŸ™

I feel honoured and blessed believe me πŸ₯Ή♥️

Health,peace and happiness to you all and to all you love ♥️πŸ™






Wednesday, May 6, 2026

Jahangir Park Visit, A Walk Through Bahria Town And Salute To A Pakistani Tourist Guide In UAE!

  

Hello Sweet People!

Hope sharing your sweetness with everyone around and making your surroundings a beautiful place for this world!

Our weather is getting hotter quickly which is expected with the start of the May . I don’t know I should be grateful or not for the recent snowfall,hail storms and heavy rains in most parts of the country which bring some relief to our southern region for few days. Such weather here is unlikely in this period of time except light rains in northern part until monsoon season arrives. Climate change is causing damage to people and places not prepared for such intensity of the weather. When roof or house collapse and people get injured or die it takes away the sense of joy delivered by better and less hot days

Hubby and me are following news regularly since the war started, we are hoping for both countries will continue to prefer to be on table for peace talks instead of fighting in the battlefield which brings only destruction to humanity and leaves scars that stay for decades. 

I feel encouraged how common people want to live in peace with each other. Even their brains are being washed through media and social media still most of the people stay aware of the fact that war is not the way to bring peace. It’s against law of attraction and anything that opposes nature’s laws causes suffering and chaos only.

I wish there was a way for common people to choose between war and peace instead few people in power,because they can think only for themselves . I hope in  far future things will change for the better 🀞

Thank you dear friends for your support and love and heartfelt comments on my previous post! I was missing my lush hilly village and our hilltop home which would provide a brief overview of valley! And this poem was created through nostalgia to relive the past πŸ₯°

In the news sometimes there is a tiny news like a bloom among thorns that lightens up the spirit. Today it was about a Pakistani man who rescued a lady suffering from heart attack during climbing the high stare case  Ras Ul Khaimah stairLink here in UAE . He walked three hours on narrow exposed terrain to reach nearest emergency center while carrying that Filipino woman on  his back !  This melts my heart with utter delight and gratitude,not only because the man belongs to our country Pakistan but to realise that no matter how much darkness is there,light still finds its way to brighten our souls with faith in goodness πŸ₯ΉπŸ™ . I  think not just Pakistani people but whole humanity feels proud of what Faisal Shamani did πŸ‘πŸ₯Ή♥️

Today sharing few photos of our trip to Karachi in January dear friends. One day when eldest son was busy with office work,hubby and me along with both of our younger sons visited a huge park  situated in the centre of the city . Though it was disappointing to see that zoo of the park had lost most of its wildlife sadly due to lack of funding and careless management. Yet it was beautiful because of having old tree in abundance and long tranquil trails that add natural element when we enter the park .hope you will find them enjoyable because I loved strolling around.



     
A fresh environment welcomed us which was a pleasant surprise because outside the park life is crazy. Karachi is densely populated city eighteen million people,and it is called mini Pakistan because people from all corners come here for the sake of job opportunities.  It creates many challenges among which noise pollution is one thing. This gorgeous and lush park stands within the heart of the city and offers people lost in tough routine of life a relaxing environment to find a peace of mind and breathe in the nature for a while.


 I saw this lovely sight before entering the park life, in Karachi flocks of pigeons can be seen on some places where people are too generous and drop these beautiful birds some foods, grains or seeds , the child on the left in the picture is with his father and I saw him spread handful of grains before pigeons,there were other signs that people left something to eat for the birds , I found it sweet and touching ♥️
   We had come to the park after breakfast and it was quite early . Park had some people,families and children enjoying the calming breeze and soothing views. Like most of the big cities people start day late in Karachi so when we left we noticed that visitors have started to come in groups. I assume park might remain packed in evening time but small amount of people come and go during the day except weekends when it overflows.

                   Despite the zoo was closed wandering through serene pathways was lovely experience 


For me biggest attraction was the old trees with wide thick trunks πŸ₯Ή I just loved looking at them and taking pictures,i wish there were signboards mentioning their age. Most of the trees seemed old and had special appeal throughout the widespread park. I wanted to explore more but park was huge and kids started to whine about being late to their other activities. It’s sad new generation is missing their regular contact and relationship with Nature ! Nature is main source for our mental and physical wellbeing and it scares me how quickly people are getting away from nature!


     Walking through such places brings back memories of my hometown,hills ,stream,fields and gardens of  fruits, and I feel grateful that in my memories my village is still alive πŸ™πŸ₯Ή


    I loved the display of colourful umbrellas above, we see such stunning views in Murree hill station where rain is unpredictable and umbrellas can be needed anytime by the tourists, but here in Karachi where rain is not frequent event such exhibition is totally for the  aesthetic pleasure of visitors 


                  This lone fountain not so far from the entrance was adding glory to the park’s beauty 



      
                Children playing on the play area sounded lovely like the chirping birds on the trees 





This photo and all below are taken in the Bahria Town where we moved to have Gabi , one evening when we were returning to our residence after grocery,I spotted this pretty bird picking food from the grass , it was such happy surprise as I took many shots excitingly πŸ₯°


                                                    Can you guess the name of this bird 


One day hubby and me got golden chance to get along with our elder son (one studying in university) . Bahria town is huge model town , for some unknown reason larger part of this beautifully planned city is empty, we decided to take a walk through the streets, when we asked to elder son to join he agreed surprisingly, on the way I took many pictures to seize the moments spent in this beautiful calm frozen town.

We saw This gorgeous tree with stunning red leaves on the way through the town in many gardens. Hubby picked up one of its fruit fallen on ground and broke to find out , he then told its almond tree, it was my first time I saw almond tree. We use almonds but never knew how it looked like,it’s very beautiful ♥️


       Few gardens were grown by colonies and only people belong to them were allowed to enjoy them 

   All city buildings had lines of various trees around them,it gives heart a joy to see nature peaking through jungle of cement ,I wish all towns were privileged with such luxury πŸ₯Ή



      Sometimes our son’s phone would chim with text and he would step away to respond, new generation needs to learn that it’s okay to stay still for a while ☺️

                                                                           Ah. gorgeous 

          Charming houses lined up in the both sides of the town when pass through private narrow roads 

          I asked son to walk ahead so I can take photo , my family get annoyed sometimes when I take lots of photos but only when place is so nice and worth it πŸ₯°

 
      Same request I made to hubby and his support is unconditional always which is greatly appreciated ♥️








Dear friends big thanks for being with me till the end πŸ™♥️
Your support means lot to me! 
I will take leave now . Please stay healthy and safe ,God Bless You all πŸ™♥️
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