Thankfulness, Family photos ,Museum Of Art And Flowers

 Hey precious friends 🥰

Hope having nice and meaningful time!

Thank you everyone for liking my poem and leaving kind comments. I particularly appreciate John from John ‘s island who second time responded with beautiful poem far wonderful than mine 😊👍🤗 this is so sweet of you dear John and undoubtedly you are amazingly talented poet . And I honestly wonder why don’t you share your poetry on your blog ☺️

Last week I attended a family get together and host (my sister in law) presented some homemade food. I took few bites hesitatingly on return I got sick over the night surprisingly. Nothing big but flue with constant sneezing and fever. Worst part that my taste buds seem to paralysed as I couldn’t feel taste of anything. We visited the doctor and feeling lot better. According to hubby it was cooking oil of not such good quality probably who gave me flue. I have mentioned that after long time meditation my inner body system seems to react sensitively to things which are normal for others.

On positive note, eldest son Ahsan and Gabi visited a museum with Sue and her Iranian friend in London . On my curiosity dear Sue shared with me these awesome pictures 🥰

As it was Mother’s Day as well so both kids brought bouquets to both mothers 🤗♥️

Priceless times for parents with children 🥹🤗🥰

       Sorry for not sharing the link ,couldn’t do it ,museum is by Stephen Wright  British artist who created this art by using all available materials .looks intriguing isn’t it 😊

      Creative mind perceives things differently and more meaningfully 

Our Eid day wasn’t much better due to younger son’s minor injury still joy of togetherness and gratitude was there 

    Do you too think that 23 days fasting made me slightly light weight 

   My brother’s wife shared this photo from their tour to Texila museum where she encountered with this kind Chinese lady who posed for photo on the request of my niece 

                                                                Pretty bloom from yard 

          Sadly Our sun flowers were spoiled by insects this year 

                     Roses bed of fragrance less rose plant

Thank you for being with me dear friends 🥰

Health,peace and happiness to you and to your loved ones 🥰♥️

Much love and best wishes ♥️

Eternal Battle (poem)

 You have left “ me “ in the tunnel of my body 

with light and darkness walking alongside 

Without leaving me a clue how to exist between this fight 

 compression of both opponents is knocking down my being 

Which one is taking the battle, unable to weighing 

Sometimes darkness is everywhere my eyes can see 

Crushing my soul and breaking my heart as if it meant to be 

Robbing my dreams and snatching away all my gleeful hopes 

Dismay ,sorrow and disappointment lamenting over my corpse 

senses lost in jungle of regrets ,fear , shame and pain 

Standing in the middle of nowhere feeling isolated ,insane 

Anger is wind , tears are rain and helplessness is season 

Everything about me is questioned and “trusting “ has no reason 

Empty,shocked and shaken by circumstances I am in 

Trying to figure out what is gained and what is stolen 

Then suddenly game twisted again and I am in different phase 

Darkness has disappeared and sun is spreading rays 

This time light is triumphant and life is full of glow

Sky is blue and earth is lush,nothing looks dull or slow 

Birds are singing songs of hope and joyful tomorrow 

Life is rich with happiness as much as you can borrow 

Everything seems to be bursting with joyous metaphor 

Hugs of love and gifts of smiles,time is such a sweet anchor 

On souls’s tree chirping wishes and merry thoughts are nestled 

To heart’s ears by beating breeze joyous promise is whispered 

Eyes glittering with gratitude,head is bowed to Divine 

As if all has been good so far and will be remaining fine 

Before I could settled for the moment,things got upside down 

Shivering In the awe of swap thinking if I was clown?

Time has been passing by day by day and year by year 

I remained stuck in this battle until white hair appeared 

When my body wrinkled,I realised my soul grew younger 

Physical eyes declined when ,inner vision grew stronger 

Wondering heart of mine one day could step out of mist

Like everyone else I could finally had my gift 

Power  to see what is lying underneath the pretence 

Peeking through the reality ,things could make sense 

What I have been bearing wasn’t only my body ‘s curse 

I saw darkness and light prevailed across the universe 

I wondered who placed them there to fight eternal battle 

Each of them existed there for other as an obstacle 

My body like millions of others was fabric of these two !

Ego shattered into the pieces erasing what was drew 

With what I claim this world and what it supposed to be 

If I am just a “fabric “ and there is no such thing as “me” ???

Darkness and light pulling strings and shaping my destiny 

Did I come here from heaven to perform “puppet “ and leave?

Or there is something waiting yet to be revealed?

Proceeded with my journey towards my goal 

I realised that  all the answers possess only my Soul!

Vastness of my Soul had no end  as  pure ,divine Sea

Led me to perpetual heights like ever growing Tree

Where I met eternal Light of my  ever evolving soul 

That Light promised me that unshaken control 

Over the both of powers playing with my life 

“Light” gave me the Will power and freedom which one to drive!

It felt so liberating to get rid of messy cage 

Where I was stuck in a fray full of hatred and rage

Seeing with the Light from higher brings in so much peace 

Finally I have something which I claim “mine “ at least 

When Life. Gives You Tangerines

Hello Beautiful Souls ♥️

Hope finding the beauty within this random patterns of life through your curious mind and beautiful heart ♥️ 

Our sweating summer has been started since few days 😏

Which adds an extra permanent job into our daily routine “ cleaning the sweat after every few seconds while doing everything 😡 

It feels like some invisible tap on the top of our head has been left opened and water is running down all over all the time 😂

Anyway,  the good side of summer is that our garden is full of plants and flowers and our neem tree has started to put on her lush new clothing as well. The lemon plant is bearing abundance of tiny pretty flowers and lemons are growing as well.

Our Eid day turned sad when on the night before (chand raat ,means moon night) Eid our younger son had a minor accident while he was riding on the motor bike . He was going to eat something with his younger brother and when they passed by the nursery a young girl suddenly came out front of his motor bike. He had to stop abruptly in order to save that girl which resulted in their fall . Our youngest son got light scratch on right side of knee but younger son got serious and bit deep scratches on both knees and left hand as well. He also got twisted heel in left foot which troubled him for three days. But by the grace of God he was well enough to leave for the university yesterday despite we asked him to take few more days off .He refused because he said he was feeling better and got his mobility back so no need to sit back . It’s because his father took great care of him throughout these days and shown him to doctor immediately the day it happened. He is in his hostel now and doing fine absolutely by the grace of God!🙏🥹

It was my younger son who introduced us to the Korean dramas two years ago. Since we watched many Korean shows. There is variety of stories and the powerful way to portray them on screen. I have watched Chinese and Japanese shows as well but I feel that Korean drama is giving them tough time now days because of their high quality work in all fields such as production, storytelling and acting 👍♥️

We watch various shows as audience  but love most those we can relate easily.

I am  enjoying a  Heartfelt beautiful show these days When life gives you tangerines  .  I just checked on it and found out it’s true story of a couple from ja. Sue island. From very first episode I  could feel the grip of story and how beautifully it is built with such details of human emotion!

I believe that show will stay close to my heart for many reasons among which most obvious is the emotional connection between characters 🥹 . I  Specially loved how strong soul connection was shown between mother and daughter in first two episodes ♥️ I could relate to each scene thoroughly 🥹

Love is divine emotion which shows how the hearts of the characters are deeply connected to each other and how all the odds of the life fail to break them 🥰

I am an emotional person and love is all I got so for one like me such lovely dreams are treasure 😍

I will request you all to have a look please if you too believe in Love 🥹🥰♥️

Thank you for bearing with me my precious friends 🙏

God bless you all  with love,health,peace and happiness every moment amen ♥️

Yearly Cleaning And Happy Eid

 

Hello beautiful souls 🥰

Sorry for being bit absent from blogging.

 I was totally taken by yearly deep cleaning of the house in the last week of the Ramadan month. It had been two years I haven’t emptied the all kitchen cabinets and clean thoroughly due to lack of energy and health deprivation. But this year I couldn’t stop myself from doing it again as it has been included in my routine regularly. Doing something mom had been doing front of us for years is therapeutic for me honestly 🥹🥰♥️  Such activities deepen my connection to her 🫂🥹♥️

I must say special thanks to my youngest son who helped me to make this possible 🥹🤗🥰

Our younger son has joined us as well for a week by the grace of God🥹🙏🥰

He has been a huge help during all this cleaning process which made it done in the meantime thankfully.pictures below I shared are only few tiny glimpse of kitchen cleaning. I remembered to take photos this time because youngest son was a great support. Otherwise I would be worrying about that how to end it before evening time. I didn’t took pictures of rest of the cleaning nor were they as good looking as these ones 😂

       

          Steel utensils , ninety percent of them are  bought by me from sukkur market, looking at them reminds of those that my mother had gifted me when I got married.they were of far better quality and finest appearance. It’s hard to find same quality here no one how hard we tried 

       Lots of mugs , behind with panting are bought from Islamabad flee market,place where second hand things are sold, unlike before the price have been foupaled ( self made term I use for four times higher )

      I have shared brief pics of the two of my dinner sets long ago, these are of plastic not ceramic. We could have afford buying them but I realised why paying such high price for them and not spend same money in more meaningful things such as helping needy !

      

                                                    The more dense and pricy is this one 

                                                   For personal use in special occasions 

      The tea set of the house. On the right four pretty and delicate cups with yellow flowers are bought from flee market. Karachi ,the try at front with flying birds is also from flee market many years ago 

      It’s Eid day today, we have taken many pictures but all in hubby’s  iPhone and he has gone to meet his mother. I couldn’t wait for this evening so sharing an old photo from recent trip to Islamabad when we all were together 🥹🤗🥰♥️♥️♥️

Happy Eid to All of you lovely friends ☺️🥰♥️♥️♥️♥️

Love you all ♥️♥️♥️