The Stuff Of My Heart

Our ranovation work is moving to it's final round thankfully. Painters are painting the rooms for now . It can take one and half or two weeks to paint whole hous. My younger son long ago has suggested the purple colour which I have found elegant after little googling. But hubby is against of one colour theme for whole residence so we chose middle way so purple is for living room and veranda, green for bedroom and blue for study room. I will show pictures once everything is done.

Weather is mild and absolutely beautiful! A little coolness is felt after midnight which makes us replace covering sheet with blanket though it doesn't happen if we eat fish in dinner. It reminds me a question that i want to ask from long time but forget once start typing my mind.

 Do you guys eat river fish or sea fish?  Or both ? Which one do you find tastier? Or which one you think is healthier? 

 Hubby has trimmed down whole Neem tree and few plants that have got thick layer of dust due to construction work and it  makes me sad little bit as we used to trim it in mid December mostly. 

 November is month of hope for me as a mother as my kids living far away  promise that they will visit  and we will be able to spend some family time together by the grace of God! 

For a person of faith Hope is everything as it has infinite  sense of peace! 

Sitting on the sofa in living room I can't look at my joyful Neem tree across the window right now though it is still there in my imagination. This is astonishing that things we see in our imagination look more vivid than reality.

 Soothing glow of sunlight showering over freshly washed plants feel perfect glory of the season and comfort to the eyes . Listening to the birds chirping gives  feel of village in winters. In summers fan running in full speed snatch away these soulful sounds but silence of winter retrieves them. 

We have to attend a marriage ceremony tonight. A beloved sister of one of the hubby's friends is being married. A kind former student of hubby who made us stay in his personal residence few times when we had started to visit Islamabad regularly 7 to 8 years ago. We rent our house now though but it is possible because that kind man find the place for us already and try to support us necessary furnishings too. His wife and four children joined him this year and i felt so happy that family is living together now as his wife seemed sad as she was living with her in laws for ten years while her husband had job in Islamabad. Finally she is with him and looked happy and satisfied when came to invite us for the ceremony. She just like her husband is very sweet lady with big heart as she had hardly let us cook our food during our stay in their neighbourhood in Islamabad. She would send us delicious dishes every day almost. I have photos few of dishes but they are in Google photos and i don't know how to bring here when using phone. 

Posting via phone so avoid mistakes if any please.

Wishing you all health peace and happiness in each day of life dear friends. 

Nobody knows perfect way to lead happy life but everyone is agreed that what we do comes around so why not doing good and being kind to all we encounter as this is only thing that we leave behind and it matters most! 

Living With Positive Energy

Happy  days lovely people! 

 The only laptop In the house that belonged to my youngest son is down too so informing you via my smart  phone less older than me though far smarter than me lol . Sharing this tiny video which speak my heart nicely but shortly unlike me: ) 

https://youtu.be/zodg4WwBovc

Will be visiting you through my phone dear friends. 

Blessings to all of you! 

Just Few Photos That Delighted me

 

Sometimes looking at photo collection one can relive previous moments :) Sharing some images that i selected when i was scrolling my google photos, Except the first one that my younger son sent me last night when he returned after attending a concert at his university .These joyous fresh faces remind me how life is innocent at this part of age :) 

 

before attending concert at university my son participated in arranging a surprise birthday party for his classmate and friend ,i fund this video sweet and funny 

                   missing my front yard as still work is on and so messy because of it :( 

                              these are not just flowers but my best wishes for all my friends!

         some moments with nature harmonize our soul with each single existing at same time 

Blessings to all of you !

The Fundamental Source Of Human Behavior (updated)

 

Hey Sweet Hearts !

Hope beating beautifully on rhythm of positivity despite of all odds as sunshine of hope inside your soul keeps you enlightened no matter what i bet :)

As you know i am more into question about how human life and universe resemble in their behaviors what makes them act or react same way despite of all the variations they have as different parts of "matter"  

I kept contemplating on the topic consciously and unconsciously all the time and tried to imagine the possibilities . I watched lots of stuff on YouTube including videos about Radiations ,Hawken's Radiation specially and blackhole .They described specific behavior of wave particles and quantum behaviors when they reach at the edge of black hole but i was after something more basic which lies in the foundation of universal structure and effects everything made up of matter with it's slightest manipulation. I think i can't go further than this as science has it all  now . 

I think i have found a fundamental point of my research that gives me clue about behavioral variations in everything whether living or nonliving including humans. 

Yes it begins from atoms we all are made up of . A universe has atoms and an Atom has a universe within as they say . So what an Atom has inside determines the how will be the universe and everything in it. Atom has subatomic particles ,Protons ,Neutrons and Electrons . A little change of these atomic number cerates the whole magic we witness in this universe .

When i found out that electrons have negative charge and their attraction towards protons and neutrons put them "together" in the nucleus . I knew that already but never pondered upon it this way . True that things are always before our eyes ,it is us who take time to notice the and there is time for everything. So i think my curiosity why people differ in their behaviors in such extreme ways finds it's answer to some extent here in this interesting Video here which reveals the roll of "Electron negatively charged " nicely .Video is ten minutes long but if you want to skip the detail  teacher mentions this roll of electron in physical world on sixth minute very briefly .

Being part of matter and being consist of numerous "atoms"  defines our behavioral differences .Most important thing this points out that such diversity was "crucial" for the phenomena of life and universe as we find it today.

i often wondered (as i aged particularly) that why people are different in their behaviors and choices . With time i am learning that "Creator" has preplanned and and predetermined everything existing here and there are limits within which things are allowed to work and change such as a small change in atomic mas and number forms something very unique ,not just unique but of value .

The roll of negative energy in our life is same as electron plays in the atom ,therefore we say everything happens for the reason and our "bad" experiences turn our life upside down and we feel "fallen" and "lost" 

Then begins the real game what seems Actual target of Creator ,he by giving us consciousness and liberty to choose tests whether we leave our "Nucleus" and wither away into darkness and make mess or Try to reunite our Inner strength and stand up .This "standing" is not easy at all we know to do so we have to travel inwardly  to dig for" tools "  hidden in our "core" for survival .once we find those tools we make our way towards far better place from we had fall before .Nature want us to travel inwardly and we hardly do so unless we are pushed by negativity in life .

This is actual test of this game . 

Negative push is to "shake" and "awake" us to recognize our true place in this universe and make journey towards it,

Blaming and complaining about negativity in our lives is not important ,important to realize the value of it's existence and how it help us to make this world what it is today. Creator knows how to keep balance until most or all of us decide to live under the commands of  ego and crazy wishes that make us crush others.

As human we have freedom of choice so it is totally on us what we want to be in life .

predetermined destiny can be changed only when our wish to be good is stronger than our ego and this comes only when we recognize and believe the presence of divine energy and how everything is put to do something unique to support this phenomena .

 See you soo all dear friends! 

keep smiling and keep spreading your light as  a unique star !