Hey Universe ! What Are You Up To ? A Poem By Baili

 When i look at you ,you are dense and vast 

Like  withered debris from gunfire's blast 

At first glance full of beauty and peace 

Puzzled and complicated when look into deep

Happy, sad ,angry  confused or frail ?

Sometimes i feel "cat chasing it's tail"

At first, i found you full of different things

Realised,in all your tunes ,One song you sing!

Song of life and death, song of stillness and breath

Existence ,survival, revolution and growth 

Song of good and bad ,song of light and dark

Song is actually" One "sung by reptile or lark

Everything around is your thought's reflection

As you are experiencing your own expressions

As you had no one to play along with you

And to do so created countless versions of you

From tiny to huge stuck in crazy rotation 

Everything here  seem to follow same old fashion

I wonder what set you on this clueless roam ?

Or you acted randomly on your first thought own

Did you think of the way and everything be need ?

Or you felt content by holding single seed (hope to reach somewhere maybe)

Seed of  desire to swirl in an endless dance ?

Making sure joining you all your nuance 

Where is the wall that gives back what it take?

Why all actions done here are "echoing back" ?

Trying to figure out some mystery unsolved ?

Is there with you anybody else is involved ???

Is this  circulation is just meaningless passion?

Or you too have some specific destination ?

If you searching something ,how silly this sound

How one get somewhere by going round and round?

Or your swirl is way of transformation ?

From "being" to not "being" a silent conversion ?

Is all the existential labour is done for purification ?

So you can embrace back your Centre after Liberation ?

My all assumptions will keep me  anxious 

Until i melt and dissolve into your ocean 

Maybe i will find answer ever or never will be 

But being part of your journey is enough for me!

Light Is Whole. A poem By Me

 Getting here , opened eye 

I started it with my cry

Without knowing for whom and why 

Looked for him in everything passing by 

Following wishes, chasing dreams 

Health and comfort,loads of things 

Couldn’t quiet  inner screams 

Deep inside rustled unfolded means

My heart sang nurtured with love 

Soul soaring triumphant dove 

But Pulling strings from above 

Someone kept testing my nerve 

Holding me back from worldly games 

Detaching from all my claims 

Pushing into thoughts insane 

Reconsidering  “loss and gain “

Asking for , look more deep 

Hidden Truths if I can seek 

Turning world to place so bleak 

What have I done to deserve this cheat 

Why created this puzzling place 

Giving everything a crazy pace 

This emptiness,what is this space

Can I fill it by running an endless race ?

Overwhelmed  by too much query 

Ego crumbled with fear and fury

I kept walking through places and seasons 

With obvious existence and unknown reason 

Ages went by ,I was old and weak 

My body torn  and soul to bleed 

Fell of ground with breath just last 

Saw drop of light spreading so vast 

Diminishing the universes  whole 

Making everything bright and bold 

Liberating from the cage of anxiety 

Dissolving me  ,into its entirety !

Hello dear friends,thanks for reading my poem till end. It’s about genuine feelings I have been experiencing about the Divine and how I feel He keeps me close by holding my attention all the time.

God Bless You All 🙏♥️

The Fundamental Source Of Human Behavior (updated)

 

Hey Sweet Hearts !

Hope beating beautifully on rhythm of positivity despite of all odds as sunshine of hope inside your soul keeps you enlightened no matter what i bet :)

As you know i am more into question about how human life and universe resemble in their behaviors what makes them act or react same way despite of all the variations they have as different parts of "matter"  

I kept contemplating on the topic consciously and unconsciously all the time and tried to imagine the possibilities . I watched lots of stuff on YouTube including videos about Radiations ,Hawken's Radiation specially and blackhole .They described specific behavior of wave particles and quantum behaviors when they reach at the edge of black hole but i was after something more basic which lies in the foundation of universal structure and effects everything made up of matter with it's slightest manipulation. I think i can't go further than this as science has it all  now . 

I think i have found a fundamental point of my research that gives me clue about behavioral variations in everything whether living or nonliving including humans. 

Yes it begins from atoms we all are made up of . A universe has atoms and an Atom has a universe within as they say . So what an Atom has inside determines the how will be the universe and everything in it. Atom has subatomic particles ,Protons ,Neutrons and Electrons . A little change of these atomic number cerates the whole magic we witness in this universe .

When i found out that electrons have negative charge and their attraction towards protons and neutrons put them "together" in the nucleus . I knew that already but never pondered upon it this way . True that things are always before our eyes ,it is us who take time to notice the and there is time for everything. So i think my curiosity why people differ in their behaviors in such extreme ways finds it's answer to some extent here in this interesting Video here which reveals the roll of "Electron negatively charged " nicely .Video is ten minutes long but if you want to skip the detail  teacher mentions this roll of electron in physical world on sixth minute very briefly .

Being part of matter and being consist of numerous "atoms"  defines our behavioral differences .Most important thing this points out that such diversity was "crucial" for the phenomena of life and universe as we find it today.

i often wondered (as i aged particularly) that why people are different in their behaviors and choices . With time i am learning that "Creator" has preplanned and and predetermined everything existing here and there are limits within which things are allowed to work and change such as a small change in atomic mas and number forms something very unique ,not just unique but of value .

The roll of negative energy in our life is same as electron plays in the atom ,therefore we say everything happens for the reason and our "bad" experiences turn our life upside down and we feel "fallen" and "lost" 

Then begins the real game what seems Actual target of Creator ,he by giving us consciousness and liberty to choose tests whether we leave our "Nucleus" and wither away into darkness and make mess or Try to reunite our Inner strength and stand up .This "standing" is not easy at all we know to do so we have to travel inwardly  to dig for" tools "  hidden in our "core" for survival .once we find those tools we make our way towards far better place from we had fall before .Nature want us to travel inwardly and we hardly do so unless we are pushed by negativity in life .

This is actual test of this game . 

Negative push is to "shake" and "awake" us to recognize our true place in this universe and make journey towards it,

Blaming and complaining about negativity in our lives is not important ,important to realize the value of it's existence and how it help us to make this world what it is today. Creator knows how to keep balance until most or all of us decide to live under the commands of  ego and crazy wishes that make us crush others.

As human we have freedom of choice so it is totally on us what we want to be in life .

predetermined destiny can be changed only when our wish to be good is stronger than our ego and this comes only when we recognize and believe the presence of divine energy and how everything is put to do something unique to support this phenomena .

 See you soo all dear friends! 

keep smiling and keep spreading your light as  a unique star !