Hello Precious Friends!
Hope each drop of life you are drinking with deep sense of gratitude and positive approach :)
Tomorrow is my eldest son's birthday and i could not stop myself from sharing what is going on inside my heart .
Yes ,i am missing him terribly as you know he is studying abroad since almost two years.
I am happy for him and i can feel how my each breath brings along lots of prays for him!
I know birds have to fly from nest once wings are grown .This is natural but you will agree that missing him a lot and being sad once in while is also not unnatural :(
This image was taken during early weeks of his birth, I cannot forget the depth of peace moved into my heart when i took him in my arms.my being got undefinable sense of completion . Here my (late) mom holding him. I was anemic and weak which made me so worried about his health.but he survived by the grace of Lord!
his first birthday :) he was happy child .our simple world became full of happiness because of his delightful voices and adorable face , he is sitting close to delicate stuff but he never broke anything .My younger son did this later as he was is so naughty :)
image taken in house rented by my younger sister and mom when they moved to city Islamabad . Girl was adopted child of house owners . they both became playing partner . My son had to wait for ten years when he got sibling .
three years old ,in my native house , i took my niece (brother's daughter) in my lap , she is grown up now.he loved visiting village always and meeting his cousins ,they are good friends
while receiving his first trophy in first grade :) i was not into math much but i wanted him to be good in math and science though i never asked just wanted silently . I had fear as if he will not .But he proved me wrong when he always took excellent grades in science subjects and math. It was huge relief for me that he is not dull minded like me
this look on his face made me travel back to my husband .i had job and chances to have career .Islamabad was really peaceful and suitable city for single mom like me . Even hubby agreed that he will leave his govt job and move with us but for this we had to have patience because it was impossible to get transfer from province to capital . But my eldest son missed his father so much (even though he visited us after each three month) which made me upset .And i came back when my sister 's house was completed and mom was shifted there .My sister came to stay with mom from USA and i resigned and came back to my husband .after few months when my sister left for usa mom was alone until i visited her in vacations.Mom's health was good and she said it's okay if i don't live with her.she visited us often and stayed for one or two moths ,we also visited her once or twice year.phone was way to connect later . this image is taken in islamabad when my sister's house was being constructed and mom was living on rent .
from during my stay and job in Islamabad my eldest son studied in S L S school which had high fee but gladly we could afford. Studies and environment was good .mostly students were from quite rich families but withing few months my son adjusted there well. I bought him his first bicycle there .he learnt within week and i was so happy to see him taking rides on fine roads and doing bit of grocery for me from market next street :)
When he was in his second year in university we visited Islamabad as always :) He always came to join us in vacations ,even he came when he had job in Karachi for two years .this is second year when we visit alone and miss him on special yearly events !!!
i have to say that with him my connection is special. and may be because he is my first baby and really very very very SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS MY GIFT and grace of my Lord!
May each mother see the happiness and prosperity of her child , and so do i ameeen!
Hope i didn't bore you with my old emotional stories dear friends!
Stay blessed with with faith that gives peace of mind and soul!
God Bless You All!!!!
