Friday, December 24, 2021

Merry Christmas To All My Blogger Friends!

 

Long ago when as teenager i saw movie The little Match girl on fourteen inch black and white tv screen the image of Christmas on my heart was heavy ! This was time of my life when i felt horribly effected by injustice and inequality of this world .The oceans inside me would always feel to find weak moment and break through my eyes for hours.

At that same time there was someone inside me to hold me back and give strength to have candle of hope in shaking hand of my faith!

The candle that turned into a sun slowly and vanish away all the darkness of  despair from my inner world.

One quality that i had have been throughout all the ups and down of the life is " feeling happy for others happiness" 

That is such a gift i realized it now . Believe it or not the joy of others hardly felt by my heart different than joy of my own. 

My joy regarding my "state of being alive" was never dependent on other worldly pleasures.

No matter how dark the moment was ,after bearing the uttermost pain i was slowly moved back (like spring) to my genuine position "the feeling of being alive" 

I truly admired the gift of life .This made me grateful and kind. And i am most grateful to my Creator for shaping me this way!

He could have make me piece of rock laying on the patio ,a string of wild grass ,drop of water ,a sand particle anything i mean anything in this world that could exist and and disappear silently but i am thankful He created me as part of his " Consciousness"  

Consciousness that not just makes me aware of myself but allows me to seek ways to connect other Conscious parts in best way ,Share my strength and light with them and grow strong bonding to create eternal harmony among each other.

Each breath gifted to me is chance to make my Existence successful!

May my efforts be acknowledged and strengthened by my Creator amen!

     This is amazing how we "the human being " as Soul of  of this universe find core of our happiness in family and togetherness . First religion and then Science reveals that from a bacteria to largest body living or non living has certain purpose of it's existence . Through behaviors of Us the people  universe displays her most beautiful aspect .It seems Nature is always looking for herself to fall in love ,to be together and stay connected forever!

Love is most obvious theme of universe and family is most powerful color of this theme! 


this flowing water shows how desperately Nature walk through this journey for her self discovery and reunion ,from departing from ocean as vapor  to fall as raindrop  or snowflake on earth and find her way back to her ocean ,her origin is most beautiful and meaningful love story i think. bless are those heart where she rests as warmth of love that is for all like sunlight without any discrimination !

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breathing makes us a living being but giving makes us "human being" The most basic ,most powerful virtue  of Nature is giving only if we have time to realize this !


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Merry Christmas to all of you my precious wonderful friends !

may health ,peace and happiness shower upon you all like soothing ,warm ,comforting shower and fill your life with joy to eternity amen!!! love you all!


Wednesday, December 15, 2021

A Machine Without An Instruction Card ?

  It seems that mind works differently in flu .Everything feels different with different perspective .Like right now i am sitting on a chair near window and sunlight crawling  over the surface of table looks like a glowing fairy with dazzling wings moving slowly and shaking my hand, asking me  to listen the message of the universe which is calling me to look at how glorious the day is ,shower of the sunlight falling from sky stepping on the ground so gently and paving it's way through the veins of earth soothingly. Bathing under the golden shower trees are looking like gorgeous girls who are delighted and humming their favorite songs smilingly while embracing their imaginary friend "breeze" . I am feeling as i have left my body on chair and flown away into the divine sky far far away. I am floating within this huge universe like a "dot" though my longing to find harmony with whole universe  has pulled the all objects existing around closer to me  and i find them more brighter and enlarged. The dot of my being is absorbing the energy and light from everything around me.This is the time when i and universe both discern each other as one. This is strengthening my soul enough to feel  more alive and vibrant part of this whole "existence" ! This "feeling is added to my spiritual being as oxygen to my body.

Flu is weird disease ,sometimes it makes my mind so fogy and sometimes makes it clearer as never before. I try to survive with both conditions. Since i am more into "brain"  and specially it's connection with "divine Intelligence" i keep thinking about how our way of thinking can be revolutionized if we learn how to "teach our brain" .

I think as specie we are on beginning level of learning though our brain has made greatest leap in previous three hundred years . This does not looks random at all. The brain that was hardly able to adopt basic learning in thousands of years for survival was suddenly fast and furious with enormity of  it's wisdom and never ending longing to learn more . 

Does it look random to you ?

There is great success that homo sapiens has achieved in every field of life and science but level remains ninety nine point nine percent the "physical" one. Our scientist seems to stuck on question about "consciousness"  how we get it and how it works"

They are agreed on point that "thoughts" are form of energy though we can only detect their stimulation on computer screen and there is no other way to learn what they are ,how they appear so let alone the consciousness. Despite of that  science is here to discover "how things work" i still strongly believe that our ability to understand reason behind every action things make including our brain seems only a "privilege" given by Nature and for instance how our eyes are "deceived " to find colors in this world and otherwise there is no thing like color exist at all . 

I am going to give a simplest example here , As we know that a computer is a simple copy of a brain without any consciousness .We buy the( hardware or body) computer with memory space and some processing area . The other thing we need is obviously software that we install in the computer that is like soul to a body right ?

Did we forget something here ,yes the " drivers " that help different parts of computer to "communicate" precisely .

We humans are on beginning stage of learning where we still think of  ourselves as supreme creature among all others and since we finally admitted three hundred years ago that "We know Nothing" so we are on our way to learn and that is huge achievement. It is i agree but is it working ? All the learning spots on physical existence and appearance of things and seems to stop there at one point .

Aren't we missing something most important .Despite of that scientists agree on there is an invisible mysterious form of Energy in the universe and  in far bigger amount than energy we see in form of visible matter we don't turn our senses towards it at all. Running after visible matter has become fashion of life for planters sadly . If our learned community pay attention and try to discover the spirit of this scenario people may be automatically will follow the steps and their madness for more and more material will slow down i think, because science and means of media influence the mind of people like pottery wheel to clay . 

Sorry for loosing track ,so there are two things probably .

One that we are still ignorant that we know Nothing about most important tool of our body (brain) specially that our brain machine is given to us as a "Crud Hardware" with some basic learning ability and memory processing area.

The other that we are shy to acknowledge that we need to train our brain at first place .

With all other machines and appliances we buy we get manual card with instructions but it is not same with most important machine we get once for our whole life . So each of us use it according to his own understanding of life which can be great if we all gain good and healthy one. But we know it is not possible .What possible is that we  realize that Brain is a machine like all other machines we have designed though it is designed by Nature .We need to run it according to rules and regulations. All Machines  are made to use but we know that they need hands to use as well. The hand that can help to use this physical machine is invisible but far powerful than it ,yes the hand of "Consciousness" .The stronger the hand is the better machine works.

If we call this machine a computer than we need "drivers" that can bring harmony among our various thinking areas which can lead us towards better understanding of ourselves .Person who can understand himself better is less complex and mostly free from negativity and surely can live a healthy peaceful life because of his healthy mindset.

Brain is made to learn and respond immediately ,it's capacity to learn and memorize  is far faster than computer we have made .But we know that complexity of our emotions slows it down and makes it dependent on a machine that is mere a little copy of it.

I think this is not random too .Nature is trying to reveal on us that if we are not going to make our brain "clutter free" we can never understand  what miracles it can do and will be slave to thing that is trivial copy of our miraculous gift!

We are being little ridiculous by deceiving ourselves by the terribly wrong meanings of "freedom" i think.

What we call freedom sounds bit silliness to me. I mean  i  like the term"follow your heart" but at fifty i am in position to sort out what wish made by my heart is followable .I am cutting the crap that we learn from mistakes .I mean i love this term either but again now i am able to figure out that things could have far better if i would have avoided the mistakes. What did you just say ? Destiny ,Destiny should be relied on after absolute and most honest effort in my opinion and not use this word  just to comfort yourself .

Brain is a thinking machine but let us teach it "how to think" first. Our brain response to anything spontaneously and it is very natural because it is made to do so. A baby crawling on the ground can be attract by the glow of a coal  and after conduct of elders or bad experience he can learn not to touch it again.But as adults do we have to follow the heart and must learn after harmful consequences that we should not repeat it again?

 After long term of meditation and yoga i could learn that there are few different  levels of our intelligence regarding our response to any phenomena. At very first level our brain choose immediate spontaneous reaction which sounds pleasing to apply as a freeman though in most of cases it brings series of harsh consequences . Wasn't it better to pause for a second and guide your brain what reaction he must choose and avoid all the miseries in future?

The other level is when your well trained brain waits calmly during any crisis until you let him to react .In such case may be you are on loss of immediate gain of any kind including "fun" ,but results it will bring will satisfy you on permanent basis .

 There must be other levels but as i said i am just a beginner on the path of learning.

I think the progress towards training our brain has started already as neuroscientists are trying to shake and awake people by their knowledge they share through their books. Yoga and meditation is getting more popularity day by day along with increasing knowledge about balanced and healthy diet which is greatest help on this ground. Still i think that we can boost this up by making the "brain train" program an essential part of our education .

We all love doing physical exercise because we want a healthy body but we over look the thing that come before body and it is our Brain believe me . It is not a secret anymore that a healthy brain can support better to body he owns. And just like our body our brain needs to exercise as well . 

I know that we put our brain on exercise by joining various educational academies from childhood like school ,swimming ,surfing and on but all these skills are addition to our learning treasury , not a way to teach our brain how to learn them faster and better. Taming our brain to respond precisely and on perfect time is key to open the more and deeper horizons of our brain and reveal it's true capacity which i believe is limitless because the mysterious force governing this universe seems to have no limits so we can be sure that if this force has chosen us as thinking part of itself ,all it need our never ending longing for learning and most powerful will power to make it happen ,with these two tools she is going to find herself through us .

There can any stop point for human brain but i can't think of it as i feel that just like everything on earth universe will keep dying and reborn for some time frame or may be for eternity .Whatever is processing this all has supreme and divine intelligence which reflects it's each creation too. So this remains still a question that how far we will be allowed to go in this journey "wisdom" 

I can only hope that i did not bore you guys ,if i did sorry !

please take great care and stay blessed with faith and hope as they are most trustworthy partners in the way of life!

blessings to all of you !!!


 






Sunday, December 12, 2021

The Greater Good !


It is six pm almost .We got our electricity back just an hour ago after ten hours of disappearance . I came in from front yard after saying my evening prayer, it was cold and breezy but praying while looking at sky makes me serene so i wore my warm clothes . I did huge bundle of laundry yesterday so i am still feeling cold and exhausted. As i entered in our living room i wanted to throw my self on sofa because of dullness i am feeling right now but instead i dragged my self towards dining table and manage to sit of chair which offers straight posture which i am not in position to afford yet my wish to share with you my heart defeated my will to take rest and i am here again front of my laptop. 

I am little off today so please avoid if any mistake i make in this post. 

My eldest son called last night and spent some quality (online) time with us. I was feeling terrible before he called and within seconds i felt transformed when saw his smiling face! My tiredness and worries flew away instantly specially when he seemed happy and peaceful .

He told that the process of taking over of his company by another huge company ( one of few world's top companies) is complete almost ,the major steps particularly including decision about having employees . My son shared that he has been rehired by new company with sufficient salary incensement  and extra ordinary yearly benefits. That was such a relief to see our kid being satisfied about his job sustainability and added relief to his living!

I felt overwhelmed with the Grace of my Creator and it was hard to hide tears of gratitude . When he could not come to meet us this month we got really sad  and disappointed but once again God created good out of this situation at least for our son and rewarded him for his kindness that my son showed when he agreed to help financially to my nephew despite he had no flexible budget (my belief) .

I could not stop myself to ask him if he knew before joining about the "take over" thing he said he had no idea and even when he learned he got upset with thought of unpleasant possibilities instead. And again according to my faith i saw a miracle happening dear friends !  

Life is short and unpredictable and we have no control over things that life bring to us ,but i have discovered that real magic is only "having unshaken Faith" during difficult times and avoiding looking for short cuts or hurting others for personal advantage. If we can manage to do so Nature or Creator is always with us to adding to us from his ultimate and unlimited  strength and light! 

My son told that he will try to visit us in February  if possible , we will be praying but won't rise our hopes so high this time ,let's see what happens.

that is it for now precious people ! please stay blessed with hope that grow in the ground of faith and feed your soul with eternal peace!

Thinking all of you with heart filled with prays and best wishes guys,take great care ,blessings to all of you!


Tuesday, December 7, 2021

Pages From Book Train Your Mind Change Your Brain By Sharon Begley And Bits Of Business

 

I am unable to on my laptop even for a while because of recent business. We visited Sukkur city on Sunday and did some due shopping which we supposed to do in Karachi with our eldest son if he could have visit us in December. I had feeling that hubby wanted us to buy whatever we specially kids wanted to and i think it was because he wanted us to get rid from any sadness or disappointment we had because of the postponed visit by our son. We bought stuff that we needed to have particularly belong to kitchen. Boys bought few jeans and shirts. We had lunch on our fav hotel which we avoid mostly to skip eating out.Overall it was refreshing experience though we still desperately want to see our eldest son before our eyes no matter what !

My youngest son's mid term exams are about to end ,Just one paper left .He is in tenth grade . My younger son has scored 80% percent in Sat and in yearly(repeated) exams of higher secondary school and now the other tough part has began for me as mother. We are applying in different universities national and foreign countries , lets see what destiny has for him. It is long ,tiring and tough process everyday for me and my son needs my assistance not because he is less smart but he need push to move further always .We could finalize one application in three weeks almost ,but it was first ,i think others will not take as long hopefully.

Weather is still gorgeous though winter this years seems mildest ever in thirty years . The sunlight sprinkled on table beside window has soothing and delicate touch ,this takes me immediately to my native home yard where i enjoy the dancing water of memory fountain while enjoying the sunlight pouring!

I had started to read in August (probably) another book about human brain written by Sharon Begley " Train your mind Change your Brain"  i liked the text lot and it is annoying that i am unable to continue reading because of so much business .I am sharing few pages today from my previous reading  that i took screen shot for you hope you will enjoy it . 

Recent studies reveal how human brain resembles to the universe in shape and function and this makes them to think if Universe is Itself a giant Brain ?

My amazing imagination tells me to believe it because i am the one who felt the presence of mysterious energy around me that seemed to affect  my thoughts,views ,decisions and attitude throughout my life constantly from within too.

 Sky and each natural phenomena spoke to me ,i enjoyed loneliness because it gave me chance to feel closer to that comforting friendly energy. I don't know when ,how and why i started to turn my head towards sky while praying but whenever i looked up i felt my eyes were hold there by something and moving them down was not in my hands .This added more strength not just to my faith and  but empowered my self consciousness. 

So the energy pool within which we are floating can be the Brain and Mind of that divine energy which runs the show,sounds really exciting to me . If universe is trying to be conscious of itself as it's thinking part we should also try to figure out the power and mystery of our brain . Exploring our brain and mind can make it easy to solve puzzles of the universe and life .And to get better results we have to understand how for it can go .The book by Sharon deals with plasticity of human brain and how consciousness can mould physical brain astonishingly. I can relate to the topic because i know that long term meditation and yoga has transformed my brain to quite extent .

please take a look and share if you have thoughts about it too or you too felt better after some kind of mental exercise .

















Thank you for bearing with me precious friends ! I really appreciate your support and kindness which encourages me speak my heart with all of you and learn what you think about things i am interested in !

Take great care and stay bless with hope which is most basic ingredient of the Faith ,it helps you to continue cooking the dish of life no matter what :)

Blessings to all of you!


























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