Gallbladder Stone My New Adventure !

  Hello   Dear   Friends!



Hope   and  pray   that   all   of   you   are   doing   great    and    not    ignoring   your   any   kind   of    even   smallest     disturbance   in    your    physical   or   mental    health.  I   am   saying   this   from   my   personal   experience  because   i  am     quite   expert   in   ignoring   my   poor   health   conditions   just   because  of   my   larger   than   life   positivity   .Each    time   i   get   call   from   inside   i   say   it   could   be   only   an   affect   of   tiredness   or  blah   blah  blah.

Almost    seven   years   back   i   was   diagnosed    stomach   ulcer   when  inevitably    i   went   to   the   doctor.  [i  hate  going to  them  don't  know  why ]  Ultrasound    of   my   stomach   revealed   that   there   was   internal   bleeding   since   more   then  14   years   which   caused   me   terrible   pains  which   i  never   took   serious  and   relied  on  self   medicine   which  give  timely   relief  and   after   sometime   misery   started   again .
  Stomach   treatment   took  almost   three   years   course   of   medicine  some  of  which  i   still  take   regularly   because  i  have  to  stop   virus   development   again  as   it   still   exist   there  .Doctor   say  i   will   have   take  these   medicines   until  i  am  alive .


Now   back   to   current   story   ,Since   long   i   was   feeling    allergy  ,and  swelling    and   burden  upon  my  eyes  and  face  but  as  usual   [i  did not earn  the  lesson]  i  avoided  it . Last   week  condition    turned   worse  when   after  meal   i   start   shivering  and  cold   sweating   .I  felt  fainted  and  unable  to  get  up   and   do  anything   inspite  of  trying hard .

Hubby  took   me   to   the   doctor   who   asked  for   some   tests.  Last   night   tests   were   shown   to   the   doctor   who   told   that   i   got   Gallstone   and   need   operation   to  remove   the   Gall Bladder. He   said   all   will  be   fine  once  the   operation   is   done .

It   reminded  my   late  mother   who   almost   in  same   age  of  which  i am  now  went  under  surgery   for   this   certain   disease .While   her   treatment   i   was    with   her   in   hospital    and   cried   badly   when   doctors   told  me   that  i  am   an   anemic  and   not   able   to   give  blood   to   my   mom.  Mom   after   operation   lived   for   more   than   20    years   happily .  I   still   remember   when    after    operation   doctor   showed   us   her   Gallbladder   and  stones  in  a  small  water  bag ,they   said   if  treatment  was  little  late  the  bladder  could  have  explode  into   her  body  and  she  could  have   died   immediately .But   God   blessed   her   with  the   time  in  which  she   saw   the  many   happy  events  of  her  kids  lives .

I  was   completely   unaware  of  DEATH  until  i   saw  our  house  owner  [ when  we  lived  in  city and  i  was  four  i think then]  died  and  i  asked  mother  why  uncle  bhatti  {his name]  is  not  moving  and  why  all  are  crying  and  mom  told  that  he  is  dead .Later  she  explained  that  when  people  get  old  they  die  and  we  bury  them  ,they  never  come back  ,i  still   realized   the   cold  wave     fear   moving   inside me .Otherwise   i   thought  when   people  get   old   they   again   start  from  their  childhood how  i  did not know  i  just   thought  that  life  goes  on  this  way.

I  saw  deaths  of  my  many  loved   ones  back  in  some   years  and   departure  of    parents  was   most    painful .  though   .Yet   i   never   felt   scared   of   death  i   know   it   sounds  lie    or   funny   but   what   to   do   when   my   little    stupid    extra    optimistic   brain   fantasizes   the   other   world   where  [may be]  one   goes   after   signing   off   in   this   world. Somewhere    inside   me   this    belief    is    very   strong   that   one   who    tries   his   best    to   stick   with   right   and   never   hurts   anyone    has    no    fear    for   death.

Operation   is   expected   in    next   month   and   i   hope   no   doctor   will   forget    his   any   of   his     tools    inside   me   while   doing   this   as   i   hear   such    crap   sometime   in   news,  and   right  now   this    is    my   only   fear  :)

Dear    Fellows   please   take   great    care   in   each   single   way   and   stay   calm,happy  and   focused   with   lots   of   love   for  LIFE!  God    Bless   You   All!