Sunday, January 31, 2021

Let Us Create New History Because This Is The Only Way!

 



It  is  3:35 pm afternoon. We  had  our lunch  while  ago and i am feeling  bit lazy  at the moment .Though  we had orange juice  after  lunch  that  made me feel better .Weather  is lovely. Breeze is chilly and i can sense the footsteps of coming spring :) I  am  liking  the weather so much i know nothing is new because i  express my likening for almost  everything and every season .Is  this  some kind  of disease ? if yes then why not let  it spread away lol. I feel bad  when i see people complaining as  if  God owes  them  and he  is obliged to supply  them all service required at the door  no matter what.

Most  of us has forgotten that satisfaction we  seek  in world outside cannot make us at peace  until we make peace with ourselves  and try to  find  satisfaction in our inner world .

I  know  i am nobody to judge anyone one but i want to say it anyway because i feel it is for good of the all of us equally .

An Unknown  mysterious  divine energy  from  whom we  have born  and  took  different  shapes as living and non living  things and then numerous species. 

How  we the human beings with such developed mind set have forgot that,  That  energy  which is our origin  has ,

 SHAPED  EVERYTHING FOR THE REASON .

WE   FIND  THIS  WHOLE  SCENARIO OF  UNIVERSE  SO MUCH  BIGGER   AND  COMPLICATED  BECAUSE  WE  ARE  SO  TINY  AND  WITH  SO LITTLE  KNOWLEDGE.

REMEMBER "WE  ARE  TINY MEANS ,WE  ARE  TINY ,NOT ONE  WHO  HAS CREATED  THIS  ALL INCLUDING US.

THOUGH  MOST  OF  US  BELIEVE  THAT  THERE  IS  A DIVINE  FORCE  BEHIND  ALL  OF  HAPPENING BUT   FAIL  TO  SEE  RECEIVE   HIS  COUNTLESS  MESSAGE  DISPLAYED  EVERYWHERE  AND IN EVERYTHING .

Consequently  we  cannot  find the bigger purpose behind  our creation. Because we don't feel  need Because we  think  ourselves "center " of universe and life instead of "part of it"

This misconception make us  lead  life that we waste in pursuing things that orbit  only around us or pile up around us.And we keep doing this for generations to generations.

 I am not against theory that was introduced after Reformation that man is send to be happy on earth .Yes,because  it is essential for giving away the joy that you must have it on the first place .

 But we  should  not  forget as human that  WE  ARE  TOOLS  OF  THE MACHINERY  OF LIFE ON EARTH ,TO  MAKE THIS MECHANISM  WORK  SUCCESSFULLY  WE  HAVE  TO  ACT  LIKE  HEALTHY ,SMOOTH  AND FLEXIBLE  TOOLS AND  BASE  OF  AL THIS  IS  "COOPERATION "

Our  aim must move further from just piling up stuff and storing money .Or  inventing ways for individual safety. Because it won't work .One who has made us has assured that  survival is possible when we  are  "together" 

And for this he has set millions of examples  through  everything present  in Nature ,for instance  

"a human body lives until all the organs and work harmoniously .And organ can participate in functions  until they receive  all the signals and messages via brain properly .

Brain itself can perform well  If his own millions of nerves do exactly what they have to do .

Even If one single of them acts  SELFISHLY  and try to serve itself  individually things go terribly WRONG ,don't they ?

On  planet  earth  we that humans are "brain of life " if we  focus on only we find fit to our personal benefits ,body of life on earth will end disastrously eventually . 

Everything present before our eyes  conveys  message  of our  Creator  and this is for reason  i  believe.

I  think  we  should  wake up from  dangerous dream of  selfishness  and see what  is coming towards  us .

Judgment  day  is not  when  some huge  personality  with supernatural  powers  will ask  us question  about  our  mistakes and carelessness and avoiding  his  signs and messages while holding stick in hands .

Judgement day  will be worst than that ,it will vanish us as we never existed as Creator promised.

Freedom  of choice  is not  without  reason ,It  is a test .It  is  rope  under  our  feet  so  we  can walk  carefully ,not  fearfully  but  only  carefully .Fortifying  the Laws  of  Creator  displayed  in  Nature  can not just  save us  from falling  from the peak  of Humanity, but also ending painfully.

Our  survival  depends  on our Insight ,the way we adopted  His lessons  from  the Book  of  Nature  and  followed  them faithfully . If  we  try  and succeed  our  Maker  will  open  the  horizons  us to  discover  ways of survival in this universe  as he promises  in  his  words  spoken  by prophets and pious.

He  is Creator and he can do whatever he want. Despite of all knowledge  we have about everything ,we know almost nothing. Everything  practical  happens with will power  and  hardwork but MIRACLES  HAPPEN   WITH  FAITH .

He  owns  all  the  miracles  and i think  we   prove ourselves  faithful  followers  He  will  keep  us  safe  and will let us flourish life within universe. But  first   we  have  to  show WE  DESERVE .

I  think we  should  declare  the  whole  world  one  country .

Humanity  must  be  the only religion .

And mutual  respect   must  be  the  only  agenda .

All  educational  institutions   must  have  one  single  type  of  syllabus . That  including  teachings  best  for  all.

Lets  start  new  history ,based  on  what  we  are  now ,new  refined  people of  earth  who  speak  language of Love  and  Respect with  each  other.

Let  us  create  new culture that shows  how  wise  and unite  we are.

We  should  not  wait for when aliens attack or  robots try  to take us down ,so we then think about being unite. 

Lets be one because our Creator want us to be this way.

Let us unite  because  He has taught us that this is the only way!

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Blessings to all of you precious  friends

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

Visit To Nephew 's House And Angles Still Exist !


Hey  Lovely  Souls !

Hope  finding light  and peace within  moments  passing  by .Each New Day  seems  sometimes a basket full of  surprising  goodies  in the hands of life.We  have  to pick it up  whatever it is inevitably. Though  how  we  take  it  and  shape  it  willingly according to our own mood and   our  insight  depends  on our wisdom .Some time we fail ,sometime succeed but all that matter  is how  we  keep  learning from  our mistakes and get better and better with each day because LIFE  MEANS "GROWTH" :)

As  i mentioned  before that our  winters  are mild and  preferred as visiting season ,visiting  to relatives and friends specially who live on distance .We  went to visit two  of  hubby's nephews  who live in city situated 45 minutes drive away from  us .Both are sons of hubby's eldest brother  who lives in the house where i spent my early 16 years after marriage with parents in law and siblings in law.Both  boys  are married and with children .They moved to farther city because they found it better for the jobs they do.They both are lathe machine operators and vehicle fixer .They earn good rest of the year and their life style shows it well.
We  had  pleasant time with both families who live on rental residence bit away from each other .After  spending almost five hours with them we left for our home as we wanted to reach before it gets dark.It was almost 15 past 5 when we started our journey. We were in the middle of our way when our Bike went puncture .That was quite worrying as Sun was about to set and long road had no town or market unless we would walk for more than an hour in darkness and cold and reach to populated area yet finding auto workshop was another task. First words dropped from my mouth were "okay first of all please don't worry because being worry won't solve the problem" Than i asked hubby to call his nephew so he can come and fix it .Though it could have take almost 45 minutes .Hubby kept driving punctured bike though it was slower than one's walk ,actually he wanted to lessen the distance from the city as much as possible .Suddenly a man (must be in his thirties) stopped his bike  near us and asked hubby without wasting a moment (which was truly astonishing during uncertainty of this world) 
"sir please take my bike and drive home where ever it is, i will manage the rest" He moved his hand forward to give his keys to hubby who was stunned like me and trying to understand probably what kind of man would do this,I mean totally stranger .
Hubby said hesitatingly "no it's okay we will..
But man interrupted quickly ,no ,no please take this you have a family with you (me only) .Hubby exchanged bike with him inevitably as darkness was taking over swiftly and cold started to reach to the bones. 
While ridding  on that stranger angle's bike we were overwhelmed by his generosity .The man was walking far behind us holding our bike .That seemed completely strange ,unbelievable ,as Lord sent his angle right from the sky and helped us again miraculously !My eyes started to shed tears of gratitude and prays for that angle were rising in my heart though i thought he was gift himself for all around him.
After 15 minutes ride we saw another strange thing .Under roadside tree there was standing a lone man like was waiting for someone to pick him up.He had torch  so hubby with not any hope asked him "is there any auto workshop ? Man replied No (smilingly probably)
"I can do this as i have tools "
That was unbelievable again that he was waiting for his brother or friend as he was late to pick him up .He told that as because there is no shop near i since some days spend extra time here with tools in case i can earn some extra money .After fixing was done that man left .Hubby thanked him for his favor .We both know that we cannot not forget such difficult times or specially such people who helped us to pass it through .
So wee survived that mishap by the grace of God ! And returned home safely though  one hour late and very cold .I was bit sad because bike is always my idea as ride as i love it .We used to visit our late aunt when she was alive on same road but nothing happened ever .I am grateful through every breath for all the kindness of Lord and kindness of people who still exist in this world!Some images from the way 



                                                           little before bike got punctured 



                both sides of the road were embellished  with lush fields  ,date gardens ,small ponds 
                                 leaving sun light was making views serene and enchanting 


    last  photo that i captured bfore bike got punctured ,i could not catch the water birds which was my wish 

this photo i took when we were heading to the city where they lived ,many traditional beds (charpai)were loaded on bike rickshaw next to us ,time almost 12: 40 

such soothing gorgeous views  never make one feel tired on the way 


wife of nephew peaking from her kitchen and talking to us 





       
             My phone cannot explain the beauty and tranquility of the views that  refreshed our souls 

Stay  blessed with hope that grows in the field of Faith dear friends ,That hope gives you wings so you can keep fly on the sky of life no matter how strong the wind is :)

Keep taking good care all ,in my thoughts and prayers all of you !
blessings to you all!


Wednesday, January 20, 2021

Sweetness That Made Me Smile And Cry With Gratitude !


It  is  4 pm almost .We just  had  our desert  after  lunch .My  younger  son left  for friend's house where they will study  together. And i sent my youngest  son to deliver portions of some desert to in laws houses .



Yes i made traditional desert with carrots today :) Dish is bit  time consuming (almost three or four hours) and takes little effort constant watch out and occasional stirring  along with addition of ingredients which are carrots ,milk ,cream ,sugar ,cardamom powder and  some nuts .

Mom first and then hubby used to make this one for me for years long ago ,but now i have to make it for myself .It turned out  really good so it was hard to believe that i made it (thankfully)

while  making gajar ka halwa (traditional name for dish) i have been receiving  some pleasant  vibes within  my heart .Like something  really  nice was happening  somewhere in this world and i could feel it right here in my heart .But honestly had no idea what it was and to whom or where it can belong .So i  overlooked my excitement and kept myself busy with kitchen chores though slight smile that i  felt within soul like "lightness of feather"  and sooth  of breath .
Until i came to my living room for break  .My cell laying on table rang and i picked it up without wasting a moment as i could see it was my eldest son from Munich.

He  said he was super busy  but he felt news was worth sharing immediately .First  thought  burst in my head that he has got his new visa card and he will be able to come home soon eventually.But could not think news was even better and happy :)


 Yes His best friend finally got married to his girlfriend :)
The couple was  SPIRITUALLY COMMITTED  to each other since  almost ten years   but there were some family issues  from boy side that kept both love birds waiting .Things  were about to get bit bitter but Lord  thankfully  brought these  Sweet kids Happiest day of their life miraculously :)))
Hearing this happy news made me cry with  happiness and gratitude .I was thankful that  once again God made two soul mates meet each other and live and grow old together !
My son appreciates his friend Mubashir  highly for his kind and generous nature and according to my son the sweet girl who joined Mubashir beta as partner is  equally  an amazing human being :) What a match :)

My heartfelt blessings to happy couple and may they witness all the love and peace in this world together till eternity,amen!!!!! 

4:45 now ,sun  is folding back his  net of  golden rays from my yard wall  swiftly . Sitting on dining table near window i can see the partial sky and hearing the birds flocks returning to their nests  makes me serene and makes me think of happy couple who is in plane this time and will land after few hours in Munich :) My son told that he went along with his friend and cleaned and decorated apartment for  couple :) 
How good it feels when i know that Love and kindness still exist in this world and our children are one of those who spread it where ever they go !
May Lord Keep smiling on them always!
And may lord take away all the worries from all of you and fill your soul with eternal peace and joy ,amen!














 

Friday, January 15, 2021

My Dear Mother ,Down To the Memory Lane And Some Images

 

Hello  Wonderful  Hearts !


Hope  turning  each  moment  in a  best  part of your life with 

all  the insight  and wisdom  you extract from the tree of  life :) When  i  say  so  it means  that i believe  more  in part  of you that likes to stay strong  and undefeated no matter what ,so you don't mind my positivism hopefully .I  truly  believe (through personal experiences) that  most  of the time we don't know our real  potential even ,so to Discover it from our inner  being Nature has  designed Challenges for us that  make us come out our comfort zone and let face not  just harsh  realities  of  life  but  reveal  how strong  and  capable we are to go through  tough  times and learn  about  ourselves along with external facts .

Why  it  is  so important  ? i wondered  often and answer i get is extremely simple t ,So  we  can  grow  because  though  everything  living and non living is moving in circle aspart of this huge universe Yet  it  Passes  through  Process of  Growth  meanwhile .

So  we are tiny part  of this perfect flawless plan of Nature and  forced to  go  through  the Same procedure inevitably .Thus  It  is  best  for  us to  not  waste  time  in  mourning  or  regretting  but  move  further  smoothly  and keep  learning  and growing  for  better .

As  i  have  mentioned  in some  previous  posts that winter season  is  suitable  for  being  outdoor  or  visiting  family  and  friends  here because it  is mild  and unlike  summer which are extremely hot. Days  are  still  shot  and  sun  gives  less  time  to complete  house chores.We  also  get  visitors  once  or twice  a week  .So  this  is why i am being  late  for posting .I  never planned to  schedule  my  posting  though ,i simply  follow my intuition ,It  takes less time because  i usually  try  to finish  it  within hour or bit more which i save for blogging  .And it is possible if my words are reaching to fingers smoothly .Still sometimes i have to get up for piece of work from the middle of it and then  come back to write again which seems hard as things slip away from my loose head.

Last  day  when  i was  picking up grass strings from mustard greens i terribly missed my late mom .I always miss her more mostly when i cook stuff she loved most and it is impossible to forget how deliciously she would make dishes with all vegetables ,specially spinach ,mustard green with addition of lots of parsley and early green plants of garlic ,that would make everyone lick their fingers literally.She would make it in clay pot and on dim flame that would make it tastier than anything in the world . She  was appreciated for her cooking not just by her family but all friends and  relatives  to whom she would send little part of her dishes .I  more than often heard these sentences from guests and others 

"you  are amazing chief " or " can you share how you managed to cook this one as deliciously "?

I too sometime receive such kind words from people but i know i cannot touch her height ever .I feel  my mother was amazingly FULL OF LIFE person .She despite of all challenges and hardships would keep smiling and one would never find her sitting leisurely.She  would find out jobs to fill her day anyway .She would sew ,garden ,knit or do any other related job like needle work ,making traditional belts for traditional trousers and on..Whatever she would choose to do she would do it in best possible way because she had Amazing love and devotion for what she would chose to do. 

In spare time she would pay visit to her village female friends .She would go to visit relatives who lived in other towns or city near .She would manage this by squeezing her budget .I remember once one of her cousin was hospitalized in Taxila (town half hour drive away from our village) Mom had no money as our father was absent and we were living hand to mouth theses days. Mom got job in village near  to earn some money for visiting her cousin .She helped in picking up harvested crops and shifting it to barn.She earned enough money within few days .Next morning She bought some fruits and put them in her handmade sack with some other little gifts and went to visit her cousin eventually .I will never  forget the glow of her eyes when she left. 

I learnt from my mom that money that comes easily never delivers that DEEP SENSE OF JOY ,that one feels when receives after hard work and try to manage his expenses  within it .It makes him realize not the worth of money but the strength he put in this to earn it and therefore he spend that money only in right way for right thing on right time. Latter when i read relatively same thing in some economics book i was  so impressed by her wisdom.According to words in that book "stored money cannot do any good so is not counted as valuable money but  little but active money can bring change to scenario so is for good and counted in valuable  money.

I will add that because that hard money brings change that comes in to  the " Basic Circumstances" which are more vital in ordinary life  so that little money sounds of Big value unlike of that big money which one  draws out from account where he has in abundance and visited abroad to a friend just to drop by ,it will stay less valuable to her hardly earned money and visit and the intention she had behind that visit.

I want to go on and on with my mother's talk but i have to stop as it is time almost for evening prayer.

Okay i could not end so here again after evening pray. 

Two breaks in today's post . First one when i just began writing post.My cellphone rang and i was surprised and happy that it was my eldest son's call. We talked for an hour.He first time called before weekend because he could not talk to us for more than fifteen minutes and bit more due to work load. I am grateful for technology  (after Lord) that make us see him despite of long distance.His card has not arrived yet so he is waiting for it to come home.One happy news cheer me up though .It was about his best friend who has come to Pakistan with His girlfriend who also work in Germany as software engineer .They both got engaged eventually.I was so happy to hear that .Because the boy's family was not agreed for this marriage until girl quits job and come to Pakistan to stay with boy's family .Girl was not ready for that which sounds reasonable because she got an opportunity to better after long hard work and leaving all suddenly must be tough choice for her. I was serene to learn that matter between both parties settled  finally.They both are truly lovely and sweet people and deserve Happiness in life !


Sharing few images to share what my heart feels at the moment ,they related to my present mood perfectly 


this photo belongs to days when my younger sister was in U S A and had job ,she earned good and made mom a big villa in Islamabad ,Mom visited us once or twice in year ,she was happy that she finally got house of her dreams which had every facility including car and driver here she during one of her visit she went to visit Sukkur city for picnic  with us,my eldest son standing on left is busy in some playing activity ,This is not just photo but a whole story of life and relationship we had back then .Hubby and mom both shared some habits and one of them is keeping themselves busy and you can see this below :)

two furniture  stools behind hubby are proof of that he loves to do something in spare time ,he ordered that furniture stools and they arrived home with simple four legs and with no color on as he said so. He spent few days on them (almost two and half) and turned them into useful and pretty pieces of furniture that can be used not just for sitting but also we can keep some things between their legs ,the smaller one is for kitchen ,The one hubby is working on in image is almost twenty years old and was of no use, but hubby made him alive again ,now we keep it in veranda and put water-cooler on it ,it also  has a small table between legs now .these are lovely realities of life indeed 


                                                  both furniture stools are settled in kitchen now 



 these early garlic plants are not home grown but remind me days when mom grew them in yard garden in abundance and shared them with friends and relatives,we would never buy them from market ,they are available here in Sindh province only in winters ,they add divine flavor to any dish if added  some minutes before turning off the stove and cover it up for while 

after winter i miss to have these two ,though garlic ,ginger and coriander seeds stay essential part of daily cooking along with cumin and black pepper   


last day i baked this cake which turned to be delicious surprisingly and we finished it in one day ,my younger son told that he learnt that baking in gas oven differs from electric one so he will guide me for better result next time 

Okay this is enough friends ,i think post has got lengthy already .

Stay blessed with  gift of hope and keep sharing it with all as we are all one and not strangers believe me ,Hope that grows in the field of Faith and gives you undefeated strength and peace forever.

In my thoughts and prays all of you always!

Friday, January 8, 2021

Forms Of Faith

 

Hey  Sweet  People  

Hope  having pleasant time in new year :) and hope  facing the new challenges with undefeated  courage and determination .

Now when i am learning  through scientific videos about  cosmic facts and how earth happened to be the way it is today ,my faith on this quote  getting  deeper ,stronger day by day.

 " EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR THE REASON "

i wonder how old this quote can be ? because i feel that it has something to do with very first human minds on earth .But how? 

Were they enough clever to sense the weird ,hard ,complicated and  miraculous  process of "earth formation" "

Or they used insight installed within their brains during  various experiences and connected  those experiences  with their belief ?

What  is the  belief  or Faith actually ? Did we just invented it or we have specific information about  it dwelling in our genes and Faith comes out itself when encounters with certain circumstances ?

In my opinion there are few forms of "faith " in this world .

To some people it is a Dress to their social bodies to appeal certain social behavior from society. That dress  Never reaches to their spirit but remains mere a product o show off .

To  some "Faith " is  Shield  that they wear to protect  themselves so  negativity  of  this world cannot touch them. Shield of   Faith that   keep Surface  of their being  safe probably  but  Never  gets to their bones .This is Need based faith indeed.

On the other hand some people born with curiosity  and always try to find out reasons behind physical facts  and put effort  into research to learn answers of what ,why and how  whole life . If they are practical enough  they  get success  to some extent on the basis of science .Their faith is never complete and keep changing  according to their knowledge. This is "Smart Faith" 

In the same world some people i mean really few people born with a Certain ,Particular Longing  For The " Divine Truth "

They  come into the world with  bunch of  strange feeling ,a weird restlessness ,an undefinable  urge ,an Unfillable  Space and  a Never Ending Loneliness . This bunch  of feelings Keeps them uncomfortable even in  Comfortable times .It  makes them appear as alien to others if  the host does not know how to control them . No matter how much worldly success they get ,they Still feel Empty  and Alone Inside .May be Their Selflessness  can create group of  caring and loving people around them But  They Still Suffer  with  Spiritual  Loneliness.

To The  world may be they are weird or pathetic because of their Negligence  For Worldly  Stuff  and Yearning  for  Discomfort  but Somehow they themselves find  all these   difficulties as a "Way  to Find Divine Truth" I don't know(yet) Why ?

But they do believe that " God  reveals Himself  Through  Odds "And their search  for God  make them feel "Easy" while passing through tough times anyway . This is wise "Faith" Such people  Find Eternal Peace When Meet to the Truth or which is Truth according to their Comprehension eventually . 



I can't say that something can ever change this for them or not because i  have reached to only point i mentioned here until now 

"a divine peace " that seems fruit of all inner pains 

"a gain that seems exceptional and forever "

Precious friends ,i am sorry for quitting abruptly as hubby got home and asking for tea so let me say goodbye and see you all soon!

Yes it is almost 4 pm here ,windy cold day a beautiful one indeed!

blessings to all of you!