My Headache.

hello friends i hope on this little earth every one is having nice time okay not every one but who those who are face the hard time right now they are remembering their good times and trying to bring them back , i just had tablet for headache ,actually i thought No i was not in position of thinking so i felt that may be i am not able to post today due to such terrible headache then i decided to take the tablet

now may be you will think is it big deal i would say yes for me it is. some years back i was almost addicted to self medicine ,due to have anemia i get tired earlier then normal people and feel slight fever after daily work so i started taking self medicine, some time i took paracetamol tablet thrice a day ,but by the time i start feeling pain in my stomach ,doctor advised me to quiet the self medicine immediately ,,since then i avoided it ,i found it so hard but as time passed i was habitual ,

last night i had some guests ,a wife of husband 's brother with her five kids , who had blast in our house last night my both young ones joined them happily they made amazing noise and played in freestyle everywhere ,i don't mind kids playing and being naughty,but there are a always some limits when they are playing inside .

I was hoping for description from their mother but it did not happened , the worse part was that we could not even talk correctly due to this disturbance ,we met after four month so there was stuff to share ,but what to do ,after dinner her husband came to take her back home and i was wondering what kind of meeting it was .

story of a life

when i opened my eyes i found my self on extreme height ,i was a leaf of that old thick tree which was standing beside the big busy road ,to that tree i was first gift of spring the tree was very kind to me he feed me well ,i was feeling the life moving in me my health my youth and my beauty were making me happiest and proudest living being ever, i found air and sun my best friends ,

from up there i could see the people crawling down ,that world also seemed divided between two kind of people the high and low the high kind was neat and graceful and other was looking worse and disgusting ,due to living high i was always on neat side ,when ever i looked at them i thought okay only they deserve to live here ,i mean who wants the panic and crying creatures here

i enjoyed the expression on the face of that poor dirty boy who was cleaning the car but man in the car drove away without paying him a single cent ,the boy was like some one pulled his hand back which hold a piece of bread .i told that funny indecent to others and laughed aloud ,life was beautiful and i was on the top of the world ,but by time i start feeling some changes in my friends around ,the kind tree was turning in to a stranger he was decreasing my liquid of life so my veins were getting drier my body was turning yellow , the sun was trying to burn me and air was shaking me like wanted to throw away,then once tree said your time is up you have to be back now, but i am from up here ,i replied but he did not show mercy

like air was waiting for it she pushed me towards ground with its all power ,while i was loosing my heights i was remembering my whole life , my childhood my youth my beauty and all the love and praise i got, and now i was falling down to the ground the place i hatted most when i touched the ground i felt disgraced then suddenly the old beggar crawled over me and tore my body in to pieces ,but why was he crawling , O my god he is not a dis able he does it only to get others sympathy i saw him walking well from up there.

It is not raining...

Looking at my neem tree now days is like looking at a young girl who did not see her loved one for long time and a thick layer of sadness have covered her face, like her I am also missing the rain a lot, I dont know what plan sky has for the earth this year. But I think it must send its message of love through rain.I would love to witness that moment when earth receives it with all her shyness and suddenly her face becomes a beautiful spot of happiness. Me and Neem are also hoping for it .She wants to spread her arms more widely, so she can be great help for nest of the pair of birds which sit whole day but fly away in evening.



I consider rain a friend who meets rarely but whose company has a deep joy. Its reminds me lot of best memories of my village life, I remember when first drops of early rain used to touch the muddy yard ,the most beautiful smell spread all around. Rain reminds me my sister's first day at school which was across he hill she was 5 years old and was one of the cutest child in world.When school was off and we were up for return to home rain had begun then our Principal who used to live in school even after school times because his home was too far.


He picked up my sister and walked over the Hill towards our home.In the way he talked a bit about his family and asked a bit about ours ,that day we came to know that he was a normall human being other wise we thought of him as a martian.

When we got home we were so excited ,Next day my Mother went to school and thanked him.

Rain reminds me about lot of wonderful things but let it rain first.

A cloud house

she lives in a cloud house,which floats over the earth all time she says every thing looks so meaning ful from there,she is the strangest person i have ever met,i mean she loves every thing and every living being ,she cares about whole at a time.i cannot understand her how can one have such huge heart who wants to absorb the whole pain of each,and wish to spread the peace and happiness every where.she says she is deeply in love with Love.and here on earth she finds every thing and each living being so love able,due to live on cloud house she want to shower her love every where equally.when i see her looking at the little stone on ground i feel the same depth of love and kindness as when she looks at any one else,some time her behavior irritates me a lot,because to me it is absolutely not possible, she says i don't know why i am the way i am but one thing i know that it is not in my hands ,maybe i am made this way

And i think what happen if she does not live on Cloud House,what if she lives here on earth among us ,I mean we are human we believe in drawing lines and making boundaries .we bound our emotions with real solid relationships,and out of it there is no flexibility in our minds for giving away love thing if she lives here who will believe her accept her like this ,some will think that she is selfish or diplomatic , some will say she is unfaithful and trust able .I can imagine how painful her life could be, in the beginning she would cry loud and hard then she will be like a statue having frozen blood tears on her cheeks.

Thank God she does not live here .