Hey Beautiful Hearts!
Hope and pray that you are enjoying all the good and tough seasons of your garden of life with bright well coming Smile :)
Because you know this so well that,
no season will follow your expectation, but you will have to adjust your moods according to life 's all changes and surprises .
That come to us with many faces like sorrows ,Pain
,pleasures , amazement ,amusement , sympathy ,shock or
just a slight touch of gentle breeze!
Life 's such various aspects inspire all of us in different ways
Some of us get depressed and go under heavy medication
Some get excited and take them as challenge to prove their strength and will power
Some of us become aggressive and annoying for all around of them
Some blame others for such situations and take revenge from innocents
Some instantly get up and start Cooking ,Knitting
Sewing ,Writing Reading ,Painting ,Running Cycling ,cleaning
,Decorating ,Singing ,Photographing , Petting , Chatting
Gardening ,Helping or serving others volunteerly Or Just
Take a Nap!
Such Changes of the seasons of life touch my heart too!
And mostly there flows some smooth waves of poetry or prose in my head suddenly .
which i write down sometimes and sometimes totally
forget what had came in my head in certain past
moments which is bad obviously because according to
my eldest son i should write down whatever comes in my mind .
He says it is related to literature which can never ever loose it's value no matter how long time passes.
Thank you so much dear fellows for kind and sweet words in my last post which was a poem !
He sent me his selfie yesterday!!!
Yes i confess that i was sad when i wrote this!
Sadness like still water was paused within my heart from long time unconsciously .
Though i was avoiding to accept it's presence in me !
A tiny piece rock was thrown in this still water few days back which created movement on it's surface and awakened the circles of restless thoughts .
My younger son who was being much naughty and was teasing his younger brother while doing his homework made me annoyed !
His behavior made me upset and i said
"i will not talk to him until he apologize to his brother "
He did so but i was still not talking to him .
After one day my younger son seemed in desire to talk with me as we talk lot as he is staying home since few months waiting for his college starts in September .
I was laying after morning chores when he walked around my bed and asked me many times as if i need something or "can he press my head to give relief to my tiredness"?
I said " No " and he looked disappointed !
Within seconds my heart melted down and i realized tears appearing in my eyes to whom i pushed back with quite a hard effort!
Meanwhile this poem sprouted in my mind along with great grief of being away from my eldest son who will be not with us on this Eid Day which is tomorrow!!!
Love and miss him so much!!!
This will be our second Eid without him and on such yearly big celebrations i really want my all children front of my eyes eyes!
Happy Eid to My Baba! (in the memory of precious times when we were together (2016)
When i see my previous life i appreciate my positivity!
But no matter how strong we pretend or actually feel often ,there are still some special pains which start eliminating our inner life silently without making us realize it!
I promise i will keep my eyes on the filled part of glass and never give up tthough !
You too please stay strong and positive !
Take great Care !
God Bless you All!!!
