Thursday, May 19, 2022

The Stuff That Belongs To My Heart Only

  It is a hot and windy day today, yes same old news which can last for next  seven to eight months most probably. Temperature is 46 c . Wind is very hot as hubby told me when returned from office that on motorcycle it hurts feet because of friction. But to me air is air specially when i can see how much soul it put into stillness when  passes by the everything that can respond to her embrace .

It seems that like me  they all feel happy in airy or such slightly windy days ( 26km ph). The dancing branches of my neem tree, waving plants in the garden and moving curtains of the house seem reflect their joy spontaneously. I don't express anything or may be i o quietly within myself  i don't know all i know i feel so much alive when i see the environment vibrant and delightful when meting air :)

After lunch me and hubby watched a movie on Netflix "Perfect Paring" i think this was second good thing that happened to me today . Story was light and cast was cute .What i loved most was lush place it was filmed yes my weakness the gorgeous countryside of Volta Australia wow i was fascinated by the serene and beautiful views! 

Now when i mentioned this one i also want to share my huge likening for the movie we watched almost month back " Little Woman" Oh i loved it. Beautifully made and reflects the glory of the novel to quite extent. I have not read the book until now though i have it on my kindle . 

When i mention any book my brain quickly try to remind me what a failure i am  until now in reading :( But next moment thanks to meditation that has strengthen my mind little bit enough to pull myself back and stay positive with hope that life will surly bring time to do things i want to do ,for now i am enjoying time with family and that means lot to me !

This part of post i am writing right now has shifted into night time yes the part above was written in afternoon around 4 pm but then i had guests from my in laws . Two of my sister in law ( wives of hubby's brothers) came to visit me .I was expecting them during Eid holidays as usual but they both weren't feeling well sadly .One of them still had migraine. She is taking medicine but effect is temporary she said . It reminded me my youth days before marriage when i used to have migraine. I felt miserable for some years though it left after marriage surprisingly thankfully. 

My youngest son is giving examination for tenth grade. His exam will last for next five days ,today he gave his second paper. Each paper includes three sections ,mcqs , short answer and long answer . Students are given three hours to solve each . Today when he returned he seemed bit low when i asked he told that his last answer remained half and time was over. I said he must have look for time management as he has wrist watch for this purpose .My son said the "short answers" were so long to answer . I said how so ,you have to answer short if question comes under term of short answer . I tried to make him feel better . 

I know it hurts when you are not able to write particularly you know the whole answer . He has promised he will be more cautious next time (hopefully) 

It is 8:30pm ,our nightfall starts now days around 7 to 7:15 . Wind has changed into breeze which i can feel coming from window soothingly. In city no starry sky is available but what a valuable gift is this imagination that i can see the magical starry sky so clearly like i am stand on a glob solely that is floating among huge giant stars quickly ,from above to below ,left to right wherever i can see sky is bursting with stars that seem so close !

Can you imagine the view the thrill and the magic ?  

This is why i love being "fool" there is so much privilege that fools keep over "clever" believe me .To witness this enchanting glory i would have to wait for thousands of years and there might still no chance specially when life period is extremely short already for man :(

 


Whoever has created this universe we all know that in this everlasting  darkness he has challenged us to light it up with our own light and with  labor of love  :) no light no shape no weight is without constant struggle ! blessings to all of you precious friends!

26 comments:

  1. Your descriptions always lift my heart, dear friend. Your use of language is so original and makes me imagine so clearly what you are describing! I hope you find ways to cope with the extreme heat where you live, and I hope your son benefits from your wise words. It is important for him to also know that we learn through mistakes, and not to be too harsh with himself but move forward and change his approach and thus gain success. I am guessing you have already told him that, though. Take care, baili. Wishing you cool breezes :)

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    1. though i know you replaced the term "simple" with "original " due to your kindness dear Jenny i still take you appreciation to my heart :)

      at certain part of the age i tried to avoid regular reading before writing anything because i thought it would be dishonesty and i will feel uncomfortable with it ,yes i used to be as ignorant before please don't tell others as it is so embarrassing .due to grow in confusing circumstances i hardly knew wat to do and what not to as writer . but now i know that since beginning people learn from formers and share it further by adding their own perception and style so it is not sin at all and i hope this time i got it right :)?

      my youngest son is sweetest and kindest soul in the house and thankfully unlike his elder brother he like to listen parents and accepting advices as we see he tries to follow them cheerfully most of the time .and because of this positive habit he has tried to not repeat his mistakes and this is such a blessing for him and for us too .
      i am not strict mom but yes i ask them to finish their job properly if they choose to study in future. we have told them always they are free to do what they want to but if they want to study than hardwork and honesty is the only policy that can lead towards better life .
      such a joy hearing from you precious friend ,your words ae valued by my heart and so much !

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  2. I read "Little Women" when I was a girl and loved it -- a favourite book of mine. I haven't seen the recent remake of the movie though yet. Glad you enjoyed it!

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    1. i though only have seen the movies dear Debra and loved the topic and how nicely it is woven ,i am sure book is the master piece .i so love such topics where women from decent background try to pursue their dreams wittingly and passionately

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  3. Gosh, your temperatures are high!

    Migraines are horrible aren't they, some people say you can grow out of them, but I'm not too sure about that!

    I wish your son well in his examinations ...

    I enjoyed the video.

    My good wishes to you and your family dear Baili.

    All the best Jan

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    1. hope i am mistaking dear Debra that you still have migraine ?
      oh that is terrible indeed , i am so grateful that it left me after marriage but yes my migraine returns only when i try to fast and i don't fast because i can't bear it in terms that i stay unable to do house chores .thank you for the best wishes

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    1. i found it mesmerizing ,so close to what i imagine and feel :)

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  5. I would not feel very energetic or happy with 46 C temperatures,

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    1. dear Red i don't loose my energy until summer season reaches to humid days ,they are worst days among the season and i starve to breath literally

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  6. Sounds like you had a wonderful day with the nice breeze, a sweet visit, and starry night to end it. Hope your son can get through the testing well. Some people, no matter how intelligent, just freeze up on tests. My poor daughter-in-law is trying to pass her physical therapist test and has missed it by just one answer, so has to take it again in 3 months. I have migraines about once a month since I was a teenager. They are horrible and I can't do anything for a whole day. Magical video. The world can be an amazing place when you look for it. Wishing luck for your son in his exams. Hugs xo K

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    1. dear Karen you put it so poetically :) yes life is series of events that vary in their tone time to time ,i like to live in the moment and embrace cheerfully what comes to me and for me it is working finely :)

      i am sorry about your daughter in law who could not pass the test but i am sure she will in her next attempt ,it happened to me during job interviews specially i had phobia about writing on wall boards and few times i was just freeze up and my mind went blank totally ,thanks to the next section of the interview that were verbal and i was selected eventually .i hate my hand writing and i still do it's terrible .i think just like me you too had migraines and i am glad they are gone now for both of us . wishing your dil best of luck !

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  7. No one can feel good with these ungodly weather, Baili

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    1. feel good or bad life is all about surviving dear Pedro and once we learn to do so feeling good is next step :)

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  8. The temperature would make doing much of anything near impossible. Stay hydrated, dear, Baili!

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    1. we are trying to stay inside as much as possible dear Marie except office or school for hubby and my youngest son .he is giving his tenth grade exams

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  9. I would like some hot days but not that hot. I am sorry you are having migraines. It's awful. Sending you healing energy.

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  10. everything is fine until is balanced dear Nichol including temperature :)
    oh know migraine is no longer with me by the grace of god

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  11. Hello, Baili
    We are finally seeing some warmer temperatures, not as hot as you have there. Good luck to your son on his exams, I am sure he will do well. Take care, stay well. Have a great new week!

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    1. hope your warmer days pleasant dear Eileen ,thanks for the best wises

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  12. I too am not a fan of extreme heat, like most people, and your weather sounds uncomfortable to me, Baili. But then in Nashua, there is also a heat wave this weekend with unseasonably warm temperatures both days and here we are away in NC at the ocean where it is a bit cooler, but still warm. It's unfortunate that your son could not compete the exam, but I am sure you very good suggestion will help him. It seems to be such harder for students in other countries than in the US to continue to high grades, except for the end of the school year testing and perhaps this is what your son is undertaking now.

    I just watched the movie you and your husband watched, Perfect Pairing, and enjoyed it very much as these movies with no violence, a romance, and beautiful scenery are so enjoyable. I have not seen Little Women or even read the book, but perhaps will have to in the future.

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    1. i like warmth until temps remain below 40 dear Dorothy ,i don't mind but i think warmth is much helpful to provide our mind and body a perfect environment for live pleasantly ,things get out of balance when temps rise above 40 so then we find it all about surviving and nothing else comes in mind except it specially in kitchen it is so harmful to cook meanwhile .
      i hope your weather plays friendly !
      my youngest son is doing fine in his exams though he made a little mistake when he forget to watch out for the time frame .he will be giving his last paper tomorrow hopefully for the tenth grade . this is nice to see him study heartedly!
      oh how nice you watched the Perfect Pairing :) we share the likening for light romantic films captured in lush places :) which seems great :)
      i am sure you will enjoy the the Little women as well if you are a feminist particularly :)

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  13. I noticed "Little Women" on Netflix but haven't seen it yet. I have a copy of the book and your post makes me want to read it again! I hope you had a wonderful weekend. Wishing you and your lovely family a terrific week ahead. xo

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    1. if you like to watch movies subjected with women oriented topic you will like it dear Martha ,you read so many book which is amazing and reading little woman will be more fun than watching it plain on the screen for sure ,i love how writers add their thoughts and portray characters with density

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  14. Gosto de a ler e perceber como você vai tirando prazer das pequenas coisas da vida que passa sem ficar presa ao que a incomoda. O vídeo é muito belo. Obrigada.
    Uma boa semana com muita saúde.
    Um beijo.

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  15. i think finding the joy in little things is secret that makes life worth living dear Grace :)

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