Once Upon a Time There Lived Two Sisters [true story] [images source google]

The  life  of   Sara  and  Robin  was  one   a  normal  person  dreams   for  .They  had  each  other  .They  had  a  lovely  four  years  old  boy   Paras  and  a  beautiful  house  which  was  small  though  but  it's walls ,rooms ,yard  and  little  garden  were  revealing  the  love  and   peace  in   it's  environment .

Though   Sara   was  happy  with   her   family  but  gradually  she   felt  some  kind  of   emptiness  in  her  heart  which  was  making  her  breathing  harder   .She   felt   that   Robin's   love  for  her  had  decreased  within   last  two  years.   He  was  getting  away  from  her  slowly   as   like  before  he  did  not  hug  or  kiss  her  often. .His   way  of  taking  felt  changed .His   passion   and  enthusiasm  for  her   was  disappeared.

She desperately   waited  for  him    so   often  after   ending   all  the  chores     that   when  he  will come  back  will   take   her  in  his  arms   and    ask  her  how     was   her   day  and  how  is  she  feeling  .But   unlike   this    he  came  and  had  meal  or  tea   mostly  silently .He   spoke  less  and  in  very  flat  accent  on   home  or  Paras  related  issues .In  such  situation  Sara   felt   her   heart  heavy   and     gloomy .She  ran  and   cried  in   kitchen  or  bathroom  so  many   times.

When    in  nights  she  wanted  to  be  in  the  arms  of  her  husband  to  feel  cozy  and  warm. To   feel  be   loved   and  wanted .  Robin   would  read  a  book  or  lay  down  to  sleep.Such   nights   were   long   and   cold   seemed  like  long   nailed   black    haired   terrifying   ghosts   who  wanted  to  peal    and  grind  her  soul.

Sara   often   thought   she  would  turn  to  Robin  and  hug  him  tight  but   her  fears of   being  disgraceful  front  of  man  who  claimed  to  love  her   first  and  disowned  now   did  not  let  her  do  this .She   felt   pain   and   misery  running  through   her  veins.Her   heart   was  sinking  and  soul  was  crying.It   was   very   hard  for  her  to  believe   that  change  occurred   in   Robin's  behavior   was   not   a   big  deal.

.May      be  he    did   not   love  her  ,he  attracted  to  her  because  she   was   a   perfect  marriage  material  and  now  when  he  found   that  his  family  life  had  established   he   had   no   fear    to  loose  it  and   took   everything     granted .He   thought   that   there  is  no  need  to  put  any  extra   effort  to   work  their  relationship  out .

Sara   loved   Robin   truly  and  forever  .She  tried   to  stay   calm   and   focused   to   live  a  happy   family  life  .She    once   put    her   all    pains   and  desires    in front      of   Robin   inevitably  and   asked  him   to   be  the  same  person  she    met   before   but   Robin  did   not   take  her   much   serious  he   said   that   she   should   be   content  and  happy  for  what  she   had  and   should  not  be  so   demanding  because  being  a  man   he  has  many  issues  to  face .He   said   that   he   cannot   change  for  her   she  had  to  except   this  reality   that   she  is  his  wife now  and  mother  of  a  child  not  a lover .

Sara    was   very   shocked  because  Robin  sounded   completely   stranger  to   her .That   night   when  it  was  freezing  outside   after  listening   Robin   she  ran  upstairs  on  the  roof  and   cried   for   hours  .She   felt   deceived  .She   wanted  to  shout   and  cry  as  loud  as  sky  would   burst  out  with   grief   and  melancholy.  She  wanted  to   say   Robin   that   she   did  not    want   to   be  just   his  responsibility   to   whom  he   provided   food,   shelter  or  physical   necessities  in   a  mechanical  way   but   a   love  and  desire  of  his   heart.


After   the   seven  years   of    their   marriage   one  day   When   Robin   returned   from   office  he  found   a  letter   from  Sara   that   she   cannot   live   like  this  and  going  away  forever .She   wrote  that   she   don't  want  divorce  but  if  he  wants  to  start  new  life  with  someone  else   he  can  give  Sara  divorce .Robin   was    shaken  by  this   news   because  he  loved  his   family  and  never   wanted   to  loose  them.

He   would   though   that   he  was      enough  generous  and  loyal   and  Sara  will  never  feel   ignored   or  left  alone . He  could  not  stand  and  dropped  himself  on  sofa  .Putting  his  head  against   sofa  there  were  running  his  previous  life  before  his  eyes  .These  were  the  most  beautiful  days  of  his  life  when  Sara   surrendered  to  his  love  and  passion .They  had  wonderful  times  together  but  which  passion  stays  forever  in  one’s  heart .

After  spending  two  years  with  Sara   Robin   felt that  his  mother   and  brother  were  right  that  he  was  being  over  in  his  love  and  care  for  Sara  as  after  all  she  is  just   a  helpless    woman  who  is  his  wife  now  so  what  is  the  desperation   for  then .

He  started  to     decrease  his  attention  for  her  and  behaved  like  normal  man  of  his  society  who  did  not  give  much  importance  to their women  though provide  them  with  all  basic  necessities’  of  life  but  do  not  support  them  in  their  emotional  needs that  requires  lots  of  love  , attention  and  care .

In spite  of  being  aware   of  that  fact  that  Sara  is  highly  sensitive  and  is  having  emotional  breakdown  while  facing  his  neglecting  attitude he  did  not  care  because  he was  sure  that  it  will  make  no  difference  and  Sara   will  be  habitual  of  his  behavior   gradually .

Sara   had  left  no  sign  behind  her   that  where  had  she  gone  but  Robing  knew  that  woman  like  her  could  go  only  to  her  parent’s  house  instead  of  being  on  her own  in  the  male  dominated  society .This  thought  gave  him  little  relief  and  hope   because  he  knew  that  Neena  will  not  bear  Sara   and    her  mother  was  playing  like  puppet   in  the  hands  of  her  younger  daughter  .

He   decided  that  he  will  not  go  immediately   after  Sara  to  take  her  back  as  by  doing  so  she  will  be  proud  that  I  am  sorry   for  my  mistake . He  thought he   would  let  her learn  her   lesson   and  will  wait  until  she  gets  back  by  her  own  and  feel  sorry  for  her  such  stupid  step  she  took .It  is  said   that  truth  can  not  be  hide  for  long  and  his  inner  male  ego  overcame  on  his  love  that means  his  ego  was  stronger than  his  love  that  won  the  battle  springing  inside  him.

Sara    at   reaching   her  mother’s  house  did  not  tell  immediately   that  she  left  the  Robin   and  she came  to  stay  here  forever because  she  knew  that  her  mother  and  Neena   who  was   also  there   as   she  came   from   America  to   visit   will   react  in  either  painful   way . But   it  could  not  go  for  long  and   after  a  week   Sara   told  her  mom  and  sister   that   Robin   had   changed  in  his   behavior  and  she  left  him .She  added  that  she  will   soon  find  a  job  and  will  stand  by  her  own  so  they  don’t  have  to  worry  about   supporting   her   financially .

Neena    took  this   opportunity  as  granted  and  made  fun  of  Sara .She   than   were  holding  a  cigarette  in  her  fingers  and  her  eyes  were   reddish  as  she  used  to  drink  a  lot   lately .She  said   in  a  grave  accent  ,”see!   I  already  knew  that   baster  will  reveal   his  real  face   soon  and  throw  you  away  after  using  like  shit “  “all   men  are  the  same  they  just  want  to  sleep  with  you  for  few  nights  and then   don’t   want  to  look   at  you  again “

She  leanened    upon   Sara  and said  while  smiling  ,”and  you  thought  he  would  love  you “you   poor  stupid  girl  he  preferred  you  over  me  because  he  thought  you were  perfect  for   his  service  as   you  did  for  years  and  what  did  you  got  in  return  ? “

He   filled  your  lap  with  child  and  made  you  more  busy  with  stupid  lifestyle .”believe  me  or  not  he   is  having  affair  with  someone   or  spending  his  money  on    call  girls “you  should  not  go  back  to  him  if  even  he  comes  to   take  you ,

“Be  confident  and  bold   like  me  my  sis “ she  said  with  pride “ I   am  proud  of  myself  because  I  don’t  let  men   leave  me  after  using,  I  do  completely  opposite  of  it  I  use  them  and  leave  them  when  I  don’t  need  them  anymore.

Amanda   advised   Sara   to   take  divorce   from  Robin  and   live  a  free  and  happy  life  like   her  younger  sister .She  said  you  have  to  earn   to  support  Paras  and  yourself  and  for  this  you  have  to  adopt  the  lifestyle  of    Neena  so  you  will  get  much  in  short  time  and  will  be  able  to  give  Paras  a  luxurious  life.

Sara   got  what  she  expected  from  them  so  she  did  not  react  on  anything  said  by  them  except “Ok” .

She   decided  deep  inside  her  heart  that   she  will  not  stay  here  and  soon  she  sold  some  of  

her  jewelry   and  shifted  in  a  working  women  hostel .From   there   she  started   looking  for  

job  and  school  for  Paras .She   admitted  Paras  in  a  school  near  hostel .Sara   saw  an  add  in  

local  newspaper  for  elderly  care  that  had offered     a  good  deal  of  salary .She   wished  to  

have  this  job  because  to  pay  Paras’s school  fee  she  would  needed   it badly.        

to  be  continued