Friday, August 20, 2021

Stuff Of My Life

 

Hey lovely souls!

Sorry if i have shared these flower images in my some previous post too  as i could not resist the soothing beauty swinging among tiny branches in my garden pots .We are having hot weather though breezy days are making it quite pleasant for us .It feels like springtime specially when one has to stay away from kitchen and avoid going under sun ( both impossible though :(. Hubby has planted various summer blooms this year and when they smile together it feels so good and refreshing :).

this is sadabahar (local name)  Catharanthus is name for this plant i found on google ,we used to have big plant of it before and for many years which died eventually ,we planted it again but petals of plants showing curve which is not healthy sign lets see if this one survives .sadabahar means "forever living" it grows flower throughout the year though in summer they are very thin and light in color like roses here ,it is available in white color either 

Gul e dopaher or portuleca blooms are very gorgeous looking tiny flowers but the delightfulness they deliver to soul when bloom is huge believe me :) this one has no focus sorry for this ,i specially like the white color in them which is so engaging and  attractive (on right two blooms)

this one looks better yet if i have a better skill for photography of better camera you can have even better look on them :)



my eldest son shared some photos with us .images belong to his birthday trip to Olympia Tower Munich and a little gathering , I loved this one most ,he is 28 now and i think with all the struggle and really limited resources he had he is on good place for now .His determination and focus is astonishing and i am sure that lord will be his guardian and helpful  to him in his further journey towards his destination. I pray for him that may he find a nice girl soon and start his own family so we can see him living a family life as well amen!  



Olympia tower is 291 meter ( 955 ft) high and has 19 flours .My son went there with his close friends on weekend and spent quite time there ,i could see in other photos that there were so many other people .it seems nice that life is back to it's normal zone finally! 

despite of all the buildings one can see from up here my son says Munich is one of the cleanest and well managed city of the world .he likes the greenery ingested among urban area and so finely  


he told they had to get down from tower before it will rain according to forecast ,they headed to a restaurant for dinner then .it was always satisfying for us to see him with friends around but now he is going to stay in London and i am bit worried that his really sweet friends will be away from him .I hope that lord will create new kind friends for him there either ,these kids have relatives living in London and this seems bit reliving to me.



Remember i mentioned in one of my post here about book my younger son bought and it came into my hands coincidently .I could not read it when my brother was here as i wanted to make him feel "attended" completely. I cannot move myself out of strange mixed feelings he left me within until now but the joy he visited me is deep indeed on the other hand.

Back to book , i am reading it now (specially when our new net connection is being awful and disappears for days) ,i am on page 114 chapter six.I am enjoying it a lot because it deals with really truly actual basic phenomena that shaped us gradually ,mysteriously and miraculously yes!

Diving deep into the space and learning about strange ,astonishing happenings there since billions of the years  seems like really special privilege to me .I kept sharing about my weird feeling i have realized always  about the deep connection with everything around since my childhood. My long  untiring stare to natural marvels would made me alien to others .I feel and do still same inevitably. I never ever in my whole life felt disconnected with this certain feeling .This feeling is responsible for all good and bad (each bad proved better for me later) i have had in my whole life i completely  believe  it  because it seems like a strong gravity that keeps me on her side and i can't pull myself away from it .I don't want to leave it either ( though i know i can Not separate it ,my "being " is consist of it i know now) because it is so genuine and comforting and i am not "myself "without it .

Okay i am leaving the track here ,i will talk about this later .First i will share a short summery of  my further read .Universe continued to cool though with a billion degree it is still too hot  for mass to take shape.But within seconds it is expending and cooling really really quickly .Universe is few light years old now.What was true for quarks and hadrons had become true for electrons Eventually in billion only one survives.Rest annihilated in a sea of photons .Now one electron for one proton has been frozen into existence.When temperature of the universe dropped below a hundred million degrees protons fuse with other other protons as well as neutrons forming atomic nuclei  and hatching a universe in witch ninety percent of these nuclei are hydrogen and ten percent are helium along with heavy hydrogen (deuterium) and lithium.

TWO MINUTES HAVE NOW PASSED SINCE BEGINNING .

For another 380.000 years nothing much happened and temperature remained hot enough for electrons to  roam free among photons,but this freedom ended when temperature dropped below just 3000 degree kelvin about half temperature of the sun's surface .and all the free electrons combined with nuclei .This marriage gave birth to ubiquitous bath of visible light ,forever imprinting the sky with a record of where all the matter was in the moment completing the formation of particles and atoms.For the first billion years matter universe continued to cool as matter gravitated into the massive concentrations we call galaxies ,stars and planets. High mass stars fortuitously explode scattering their enriched guts throughout the galaxy .After nine billion years of such enrichment  in an undistinguished region of universe The Sun was born. And after hundered millions of the years around this Sun planet earth was born where ocean remained largely in a liquid form. Earth had suitable distance for evolving life on it later. 

I don't want this post to be longer so i will share the short summery of next two chapters in next post hopefully. The passage i wrote about "feeling " i kept sharing on my blog is actually belong to these two chapters. Though i am not erasing what i wrote so hope it won't leave you puzzled .

  Right now leaving you with very nice words of the author at the end of chapter 1, "We are stardust brought to life ,then Empowered by the Universe Tot Figure itself out ,and we have only just begun "

wishing you all health ,peace and happiness dear friends!

please stay with hope that grows in the fields of Faith and gives you undefeated strength to fly high no matter how hard the storm is !

39 comments:

  1. Hi Baili I will have to read your post again as lots to take in but just wanted to say I am glad to see your pics of your son with good friends, having fun. You must be very proud of him and rightly. I hope too he will find a nice girl as that's what all mothers want of course :) Good that you are back to your reading. Betty

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    1. oh i will take as complement that you will have to read my post again and on the other hand i think the long post is quite a task to comprehend and to write about it later . i would love to hear from you if you have further thoughts to share about it dear Betty

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  2. Your son looks so happy and that's a good thing for a parent to see. Love the flowers. I've been kind of at a loss for words lately ... which is probably a good thing. It's best I keep myself out in nature. The world looks so much better with paying attention to what is right in front of us, right at our feet.

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    1. being a parents it is our biggest desire to see our children grown for better dear Sandy ,and i am so pleased that he doing so well by the grace of lord!

      i agree that sometime we like to keep ourselves and engage with Nature which seems to comfort us with her astonishing healing power :)
      i am happy that weather in you area is allowing you to enjoy the beautiful sights you have in your surroundings ,i thing this phase will pass eventually and you will get back your expressions soon just like your exuberant painting :)

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  3. Your handsome older son will do well! You are learning so much, it's a good thing!

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    1. i hope and pray he will dear Christine !

      learning is my biggest pleasure of life whether it comes form books or i derive it out from other fields of life

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  4. The flowers are gorgeous. Your son is a fine looking young man.

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  5. This sounds like a good science fiction story.

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    1. Dear Red this is actually a true story of how universe came into being and an astrophysicist has written it on the base of long research by other astrophysicists who obtained these results from 250 long journey of space science

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  6. Beautiful flowers, handsome son.

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  7. Love the flowers. Your son is handsome.
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  8. Lovely flowers. Your son looks smart.

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  9. Love your garden. I find solace and heart balm in mine - and I am sure you do too.
    I am thrilled that your eldest boy is healthy and happy.
    Your book sounds like something I would enjoy. Thank you.

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    1. dear EC living in a house without garden this thought scares me ,i am really grateful that we have managed to have a little garden in our this new home (16 years here now though) .our previous house had small and covered area and i would try to hang plastic flowers around me just to feel like i am not away from nature :)

      i bet you would love the book if you are interested in learning about how universe began and how things tuned out the way they are now
      i wish your children a healthy happy prosperous life too !

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  10. I would not worry about your son making new friends. He did it when he went to school. He will again.

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    1. oh thank you dear Emma !

      he has really calm and blessed nature and though has selective attitude but yes he makes friends easily by the grace of Lord!
      i hope he will again !

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  11. Your flowers do look lovely, very pretty.
    You son is a handsome young man and seems to be happy - all will be well as he will find new friends in London and what a wonderful opportunity for him to live in another city.

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    1. he is bit excited to move into a new city dear Margaret and so we are ,hoep and pray he will find a nice environment to thrive .

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  12. Your flowers are lovely and cheery. Your son looks so happy, I am sure he will make new friends in London. I look forward to you sharing his photos from London.

    The book are reading is the sort of book that I enjoy.

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    1. these are our summer blooms which love more heat unlike us dear Cherie :)

      despite of being tiny they give big happiness to heart .

      my son will move to London in October hopefully and i will surly share his photos once he is settled there :) i liked his idea that he wants to stay close to office building so he can go there by riding a bicycle. May be his riding can bring me some nice photos either :)
      i am happy to find this book as it is making me familiar to origin of this wonderful universe who's part i have become for a while :)

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  13. I did enjoy seeing your flower photographs, they are so pretty.
    Wonderful photographs of your son, he looks very happy, and I am sure he will get on well in London, such a good opportunity for him.

    Sending my good wishes.

    All the best Jan

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    1. thank you dear Margaret !

      i hope and pray he will :)

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  14. Munich is a wonderful city, baili.
    Multicultural and really beautiful.
    Have a great week

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    1. yes Munich is not one of the cleanest city of the world but has lots of variety of people who belong to different nations

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  15. Que flores lindas. Que rapaz bonito, o seu filho. Tem uma família muito bonita. Continua a gosta de ler o que é muito bom. Desejo-lhe saúde e felicidades.
    Uma boa semana.
    Um beijo.

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    1. thank you dear Grace
      same here for you my friend!

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  16. The flowers are very beautiful ♥

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  17. "We are stardust brought to life..." that is such a lovely quote and a wonderful thought-provoker. Your son looks very handsome Baili! And I love those vibrant flowers!!

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    1. indeed it is a great thought provoker dear Rain and i really wish we can find moment to contemplate upon it so we can see how simple and beautiful life is and how badly our self made issues made it hard for us .

      i believe that someday in far future may be the people living on this planet will understand this so accurately and will unite and look for the further survival in this universe which is possible only when we leave our foolish childish attitude behind and instead of standing against each other stand together firm and let Nature guide us to thrive for better in harmony with other who might living in same universe and trying to find out answers like us

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  18. We are also having some hot and humid weather but thankfully no damage from Hurricane Henri here in Nashua, NH. The flowers in your yard are lovely, Baili. Your son is a very nice looking young man and the fact that he shared his birthday with friends must be wonderful for you to know. I have the book you are reading on my library "wish list" for future reading when it is available.

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    1. as now i am writing this dear Dorothy our weather is bit better and airy thankfully though heat is same as it was though the air makes it bearable which is good .

      yes i specially felt relief on such days which we prefer tp spend with family and friends that my son has many kind sweet and old friends with him ,he i hope will find many good hearted people there in London too and make friends out of them ,amen!
      oh such a joy to learn that you too will read this book :) i hope this one satisfy your desire to learn about the origin of this universe .i am so happy i am reading it .great and authentic knowledge !

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  19. The sign says: One Hour Left.

    What does it mean?

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    1. haha

      you are like me dear Sandy ,i kept thinking about it when saw .i think it determines the time for closing or else can't say with surety

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  22. I love your garden pictures and your son looks so happy! Big Hugs!

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