Saturday, January 1, 2022

Happy New year

 

Happy new year dear friends !


may be i confused many of you with my previous post last day.

Actually i was kind of confined in many small and big things recently and on such haphazard occasions i become more forgetful then usual.

I though i had flu more than two weeks back but then almost eight or nine days ago doctor revealed that i have pneumonia.

The medication i have been taking kept my brain pretty occupied  with drowsiness which i dislike most .

A little before this  Hubby accompanied my younger son for Karachi where he went for an entry test. It was my younger son's first trip to  Karachi alone so hubby wanted to be with him . Later my son was called twice for interview and he went alone as he knew how and where to etc.

While hubby  had to stay in other city i got my very first night alone at home ,not completely alone i mean .Our youngest son was with me but it was literally first time when hubby was absent at night time. Human brain is creature of habit and we develop habit of being together because of long  companionship . 

Let me share my phobia that  my one of the biggest fear was living at home alone specially at night. So when hubby and my son were leaving i tried to look brave but i still have some doubts about what i can feel later when i have to go to the bedroom after switching off the tv in living room.

But can you imagine my joy when next morning i got up and relaized that i was slept soundly whole night .It was because i prepared myself mentally slowly and each time when my brain tried to take notice of this loneliness after darkness fall i shifted my focus successfully towards positive stuff specially after laying down i found my self in the lap of mother Nature who loves every creation of it equally and provides care when needed and asked for . So when time came to put my head on pillow and say prayer before sleep my head was crystal clear. I saw myself from above from where i could see the earth floating among all other planets ,it looked small round ball where places does not seem much distant from  each other as they seem to us as physical restricted conditions on ground . It was great help and relief ,hubby and my son were little away from me and we all were resting in the chest of universe who was ready to answer of any call coming from us for help. Does this sound mad ? okay but i am being honest here right .

I was being honest when i wrote my last day post too . Yes i know it can be burden or boring for many readers who can't handle my wild imagination but again i had to write what i feel to so i can keep track what i was thinking during these times of my life if i look back in case so please you can skip and can avoid even commenting .There is no condition ,you guys are my great support and inspiration and i want to thank you all for being so generous and encouraging always!

Okay a happy news that my nephew who was trying to go to Saudi Arabia and my son helped him on large scale to manage this move is finally leaving for the Saudi Arabia in first week of January by the grace of Lord !

Actually for three months his parents (my brother and his wife) tried to manage the remaining part of money ,they could but really small portion after selling their cattle .The handsome amount of money for ticket and quarantine package was still pending which my eldest son offered few days back willingly and now the family of my brother and we too are happy that it is going to happen finally!

Most happy news as mother that my eldest son called today and we could chat and look at him for more than an hour ,what a relief ! He was spending Christmas holidays in France Paris with his friend where they traveled to a small town situated on the border of France and Italy .They stayed there for a week and had great fun while skiing . He told they took lots of pics and he will sent link in a day or two.

He will be back to London in next two days .It was so reliving to see him after week or more . The medication seemed to sent me for hibernation and after exiting from that sleepy dizzy condition i am feeling "alive" and active again thankfully .

Okay that is all for now .

Wishing you all a Happy new year filled with grace of lord ,love of the family ,health ,peace and happiness amen!

Stay blessed with faith which gives you wings of hope so you can keep flying on the sky no matter how hard the storm is !

God Bless you all! 

 

19 comments:

  1. The New Year is off to a good start for your family. Sorry about the pneumonia, sending healing thoughts.

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  2. A very happy and blessed New Year to you, Baili!

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  3. You were brave to manage on your own when your husband wasn't there. How good to chat with your son in France and to see him for an hour. I hope you heal fully soon. Happy New Year.

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  4. Happy New Year! If the first day is any indication, it's going to be a wonderful one for you.

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  5. Oh, Baili, I'm sorry to hear about the pneumonia. Sending you healing thoughts. Wishing you and your beautiful family a healthy and happy year ahead! xo

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  6. I am glad you heard from your eldest. Happy. NEw Year!

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  7. Wishing you and your family a happy and healthy new year!! 🥂

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  8. Wishing you a happy and healthy new year, dear friend!
    Amalia
    xo

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  9. Que a sua saúde tenha melhorado e que este novo ano lhe traga tudo o que deseja. Que seja um Ano muito abençoado.
    Uma boa semana.
    Um beijo.

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  10. So pleased you had the opportunity of chatting/seeing your eldest ... technology can be wonderful.
    Healing thoughts and my good wishes to you, and your family, for 2022.

    All the best Jan

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  11. Happy New Year Baili! You managed to get through your first night alone! I'm sure it was scary for you, but I love how you prepared yourself! :)

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  12. I am wishing you a better and Happy New Year for you and your family, Baili. Glad to read that you are recovering from pneumonia. While I know your sadness at missing your oldest son during the holidays, it did sound like he had more wonderful adventures and is certainly being able to explore so many different countries and cultures. You are certainly a proud and happy mother.

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  13. Good that you are out of that pneumonia thing. A Happy & Safe year waits for you ahead.

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  14. I am so sorry for being so late on commenting. I am also sorry that you have been ill and hope that by now you are strong and healthy. I wish you and your family the very best for 2022 and that love fills your home.

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  16. Always enjoying your wonderful posts - no matter what you write about. Pneumonia - ugh...hope u feel a lot better. I know that feeling about the first time being alone all ngiht. That hadn't happened to me ever in my life until my husband had to stay without son for many months while his knee healed from surgery. I found I loved it eventually - I actually found out all the thing I could do without letting him take care of it..like shoveling snow, etc. It was actually a little difficult getting back into the routine of him being home but that only lasted a few days.

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  17. I am glad you were able to cope with your first night alone after so many years together.

    Happy New Year to you and your family :-)

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