Thursday, August 26, 2021

The Stuff Of My Life


 I  think this is effect of  less hot weather that i am feeling bit energetic than i felt in July which was dreadfully hot yes almost 5o Celsius in noon and 40 plus in nights .It was impossible to think of doing anything except really necessary chores .August is usually extremely humid month here but this year July was instead so partially cloudy and breezy days are now giving us room to think more or do better thankfully.

My younger son has finished his high secondary exams finally so i am bit relaxed at the moment though i know it won't last for long as i have to supervise him for his applying in universities .But it is when results will be announced in the end of the November probably. Meanwhile i will try to convince him to improve his essay writing skills which is demanded in every application  along with recommendation letter. My eldest son says that his younger brother is quite more intelligent than himself but i think he needs to strengthen his focus little bit more as he is easy to distract by other things such as various videos and games  sometimes.

I have downloaded another e book about brain and it's incredible ability to Change .It's name is "Train Your Brain Change Your mind " by Sharon Begley .I just started it last day actually few pages only. It deals with topic how Science and Buddhism both related to each other regarding to their "Seeking  for Truth.

 I think i will acquire  more striking knowledge from this book. I choose this specially because  i could relate with it's title. I am really thankful for Creator (or Divine energy whatever it is) has guided me to improve my brain by following some simple rules and steps. It is astonishing how easy it becomes for us to see beyond the plain surface once we determine to see and struggle for it. Though i started it mindlessly i admit ( for which i always give credit to my lord) but when i realized what it was actually i adopted it permanently and now i am on my way to learn more and more about it. 

I feel to common people this topic seems grave or totally waste of time even i myself could have not  taken it seriously if i have not felt the extremely negative energy playing trick upon me and my family. My first expression was sadness and trauma when i found out about it. But when i started to face it instead of  hiding myself behind self pity and complaining ,within an year i saw how i was becoming a different and better person.This positive change effected my life and my relationships deeply. Once again the bad turned good for me  and only because i kept faith in goodness i never quit in my life and the Source from i inherited this goodness .The Greatest source of Goodness and Comfort who lend His strength to one who truly believes that He Exists and despite of hardest odds never let this Faith go away from within.

After few years of constant meditation ,a little bit simple yoga regularly and other little efforts to awake my brain and train him for being alert and attentive to avoid mistakes is showing now positive results by the grace of lord! I feel active and my appetite for learning is growing day by day with joy enhanced that i can do this now .I remember some years ago how hard it was for me to read few pages from any book.I was unable to watch tv for more than two hours .It would made me so dull and my head would be burdened. Such tiredness has disappeared completely thank God! At my fifties though but i am able to read and learn happily which was  my biggest (personal) desire.

I wonder what made this possible and reply is only my 

"wish for survival " which provoked me to look for help and from within i heard that " an undefeated help comes only from undefeated source " which is one and only The Divine Energy the God the Allah whatever you call him He is all around you ,He is within you, like an unseen  flowing light which shapes you slowly ,secretly according to your own attitude and will.

The one thing that i realized very clearly that now i know that what is  Evil actually and what is Good for real ?

Good is what we do during our Presence of Mind .

The Bad or Evil is what we do during absence of mind .

Absence of mind can be created by negative thoughts or emotions which at that certain moment seems just fine or okay but actually if we can hold it right there and give it second ,third or some more thoughts fog clears away and we see things in their genuine manner and make better decision.

Adopting habit to keep check on our thoughts and choose only that are beneficial  and bring betterment to our life is easy .Okay Hard in the beginning because thoughts are just like raw withered stuff in our raw brain which only knows "to work" how to work is not his concern at all. He adopts and increases habits that we put in it throughout the life . But these are few only which we practice in our daily life .The other sudden situations that encounter us abruptly and make us decide hastily and mindlessly are numerous and add lot of odds to our living that we face as the result of our quick witless decisions  sooner or later in our lives. Putting the Inner stuff in Order is harder part but once you learn it things outside you take beautiful pattern too instantly.

 But once you have hold on the Reins  your brain ,he is your most amazing friend who can do wonders for you miraculously because believe it or not this is where God lives in the neighborhood of Mr Evil .Key  is given into our hands completely what door you open and To Whom you  well come into your inner world .What will you choose  will shape your world  around you simply and what a freedom it is just think about it ! 

As far as is my read about astrophysics by Neil De Grace Tyson ,i am reading it further too. I finished the chapter six two days back. But i will share bits of these chapters as they are pretty much in detail which i am loving so much but i don't have any idea if you are enjoying it too .So i will talk with brevity here about some very important points which i found fascinating among these chapters .

In second chapter authors mentions about how astrophysicists have discovered that laws of physics that we find on earth apply equally on the whole matter visible in the universe .All the measurements suggest that the known fundamental Constants and the physical laws that reference to them  neither Time Dependent not Location Dependent ,They are truly Universal and Constant .

Check this line below particularly ,

"To the scientists ,the universality of of Physical Laws makes cosmos a marvelously a Simple place ! "

Yes i felt the same that  the place called "world " and then the place called Universe has some certain laws that govern them and which are Ultimately Divine unchangeable . As i experienced life i learnt i was right about and and now how amazing that i see that Science agrees to my thoughts .

Third chapter talks about How Light was formed. Author shares that after the big bang for 380,000 years universe looked like an Opaque Soup due to it's Extremely high temperatures. When after all those years temperature dropped to 3,000 degree Kelvin ,that allowed electron to slow down and form atom with union of proton. .Earlier Electron wandered freely and swiftly enough to restrain Photons and and preventing them flowing through the universe as Light.So this is how Photons were set free to form light eventually .The spot where each Photon began it's cross Cosmos journey is where it had smacked into the last Electron that would ever stood in his way.

Okay i will share further knowledge in next post hopefully. Actually i had to get up and go to the hospital with Hubby .Yes we just got our second doze of covid vaccination thankfully .The vaccine name was AstraZeneca.

Please take care and stay blessed with faith in you as you are part of whole divine truth .Believing in yourself is actually believing in Him !

See you soon friends !

health,peace and joy to all of you and to all you love!!!



 

35 comments:

  1. You are at the stage when your sons are finished school. Grown children means more time for yourself. Good luck to your youngest as he completes applications.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. i think duty for parents never ends ,it just changes :)

      i am happy my younger son is now reaching on the point where he has to attempt for higher level of education .this is exciting and tiring as well but i love being on track and helping my kids to keep walking towards their destination slowly .

      Delete
  2. Thanks for sharing your learning, and glad August weather is better.

    ReplyDelete
  3. How was your vaccination? Did you experience any side effects?

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. It is next morning dear Sandi and I felt nothing except really mild arm ache on the place where vaccine was injected

      Delete
  4. Those temperatures are ungodly!!
    Have a great weekend

    ReplyDelete
  5. You're an excellent reader as you can put things in perspective so that you know what the author s trying to say. Good luck to your son in finding a good school to attend.

    ReplyDelete
  6. Congratulations to your son for finishing his high secondary exams! I admire your desire to continue advancing in your knowledge and your reading. I am happy to hear you and your husband received the second covid shot. It is good to get that protection. Our country has quite a bit of covid now with the Delta variant. I will be glad when this pandemic has ended or at least improved! I hope you and your loved ones are well and happy!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. thank you dear Bonnie ,finally his exams ended and now we will try to apply in different universities hopefully .covid made this so long .

      glad your country is out of this disease almost ! what a relief :)

      heartfelt best wishes for your loved ones either!

      Delete
  7. Good luck to your son and how wonderful to finish his exams for the time being.
    Your reading has been good and I admire you for wanting to learn more.
    Pleased you both are fully vaccinated, it's a good feeling for sure. We are too..
    Take care.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. it was long wait for beginning of his exams because of this covid thing dear Margaret .i am relived that part has ended eventually .

      i am happy too that my passions for learning is growing and books that have knowledge about our beginning fascinating me more
      how nice you to completed your vaccination course

      Delete
  8. I am so happy to know you are both fully vaccinated. Congratulations to your graduate and I wish him well on his further schooling. Your reading materials are so interesting. I enjoy the updates about what you are learning.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. thank you dear Emma

      my younger son is just 18 years old and has finished his high secondary school (twelve grade)
      he will apply for bachelors (13 to 14 grade ) now in universities.
      thank you for encouraging words !

      Delete
  9. 40 - 50 deg. C? 100 deg F? That is hot!!
    How wonderful to see our children achieve a goal!




    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. oh yes i live in one of the hottest part of land dear Susan :)

      yes it is biggest joy for parent indeed!

      Delete
  10. The best part of your articles that they have perfect Content Quality and Quantity. Do write something on Micro Centrifuge Manufacturers In Ambala India also. Honestly, you posses great Writing Skills.

    ReplyDelete
  11. Very interesting about the book Baili.

    ReplyDelete
  12. I have been thinking about the Tyson quote in your last post, Baili: "We are stardust brought to life, then Empowered by the Universe Tot Figure itself out ,and we have only just begun ." I get a thrill every time when I remember that I am stardust, that I am literally made of elements dispersed by dying stars. That's mind boggling and wonderful!

    Like you, I love to read and learn, and I am grateful that I can still do so at 71. My grandmother MacDonald actually believed that you couldn't learn new things after 30! But she went on to prove that old saying wrong! My mom continued to learn until the end of her life. I hope we learn beyond life!

    I always enjoy hearing what you are learning and enjoying. Cheering you on, my special friend!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. even at fifty i feel trilled by thinking of being stardust dear Louise .i have felt a strange pull towards everything my eyes can see .a certain sense of relatedness to everything and everyone around has made my heart so connected ,light and peaceful ,though by the time this understanding deepened and now i feel that this universe is my family believe me :)and we all are member to it !

      i think the purpose of life is Learning only and i felt great desire for learning within me always ,i am really happy and serene that my Creator is opening the door of grave comprehension for me .this is truly a miracle and beyond just joy for me!

      Delete
  13. It was Yoganada's autobiography that lifted me up. In the footnotes it explains the energies of light and electricity. I uses the term lifetrons.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. i will definitely look for this one dear Cheri ,sounds great to me

      Delete
  14. Wonderful that your son has now finished his exams, I wish him well in his next course of study.

    So pleased you have now had your second vaccination.

    All the best Jan

    ReplyDelete
  15. As temperaturas muito altas deixam-nos sem actividade... Obrigada por partilhar as leituras que faz e que melhoram os meus conhecimentos. Tudo de bom para si e para os seus filhos. Continuem a cuidar-se.
    Uma boa semana com muita saúde.
    Um beijo.

    ReplyDelete
  16. So glad the exams are finished for your son. Congratulations on your second vax too. Have a wonderful week.

    ReplyDelete
  17. Really enjoyed reading this. Good news about your son getting ready for exams and you encouraging him to improve his writing skills. That will be such a help in the future. I love what you are reading. I have spent the last 40 years of my life delving deep into everything you mention. I write daily in a journal, meditate, always try to remember when things are going downhill to choose peace and ask that divine energy - source- what's really happening. Clues come in all ways it's amazing. Stepping out in nature and asking to see what's really there , not what we see through our ego lens of looking at things is so helpful and fun to see what's placed in front of us. In the light of all eternity staying awake is the most important thing and really where the amazing resides. I think it's so cool that u are learning all this and enjoying it so much.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. You seem really connected to Nature dear Sandy. I realised because you used a truly insightful phrase in your lovely comment " seeing through our egos "

      Ego is a way to identifying ourselves but it has it's worst impact on our life and attitude. Ego cut us from everything existing around us completely. It delivers us sense of "Self"but takes away the joy of Harmony with everything we are part of. Setting ourselves from the cage of ego liberate our souls front unnecessary frustration of life. This way leads to salvation and true happiness.

      Thank you for sharing your heart my friend. It makes me feel so normal. Feelings that accompanied me throughout my life seem more comforting and precious when I learn others feel same way :)

      Delete
  18. Hi Baili! :)) I'm happy to hear you got your second dose, I got mine yesterday. I feel so much more secure, though I will still wear a mask everywhere. This is such an interesting post for me, I love anything where we bring a spiritual aspect into our thinking. Training the brain takes a commitment I think, it's too easy to fall back into old patterns.

    I LOVE your thoughts on "Good is what we do during our Presence of Mind" and "The Bad or Evil is what we do during absence of mind"...I really loved reading that!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I think I am just a spirit by heart forced to live a physical life which is also amazing with all its aspects and challenges. I enjoy both sides though my physical existence and it's demands could never surpassed my spiritual desires.

      If it was not so i might have had more difficulty in training my brain for staying alert and keep check on thoughts. This struggle is rewarded with my adoption of healthy ways of life and make my time little more productive.

      Delete
  19. You are setting such a wonderful example for your sons, Baili, just by your continual search for learning. Glad to read that your son has finished his exams and hope the next steps applying for a university will go well, please keep us updated.

    I liked your comparisons of Good and Evil for the presence and absence of mind. I had never considered these in this way, but it does make sense. When we are busy we do not have the mental energy to dwell on anything, but when we are not then things can go bad.

    Thank you, as always, for your comments on some of my recent posts. Blogger can be so annoying at times, but like yourself I am thankful to have an online presence and to meet such wonderful people in the blog community.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. thank you dear Dorothy for encouraging comments always !
      never thought about my passion for learning this way though yes when i see them studying and making effort to get knowledge and better place in life it influenced me automatically probably because of that instinct i have for learning .yes my eldest son and the younger one also appreciate this .specially my eldest son mentions once in a while that among his all friends only his mom writes a blog .this uplifts me indeed .the sense of acceptance and appreciation is like someone is offering you hand to stand up and move further and for this i pay thanks to my Maker ,my sons and my blogger friends .this makes me wonder how much pride my parents must have felt if they were alive !

      i do really easy and simple yoga steps regularly since few years and this is astonishing how they increased my ability to Focus Dorothy and i realized with time that the more one is focused the less the chance to make mistakes .Mistakes are not that just we think cause momentary or long term damage but they shape our life hideously which we can't be proud of or even embarrass. Real mistake which must be avoided strictly is "absence of mind" and our decision making will improve immediately which can revolutionize our life for better i believe .

      i find your blogging amazing and sensible .you come up with variety of topics and you are skilled to make it really engaging and interesting for readers :)

      Delete
  20. So happy for your son! Happy you had your second shot!
    Wow, I love how you talk about your books!
    Big Hugs and Stay Well!

    ReplyDelete

Protected by Copyscape DMCA Copyright Protection